Lyrics
Ego Painted Grey Lyrics I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry
I feel emotional pain but resist expressing it through tears
All the time, desperate hiding tears
Constantly hiding tears due to desperation
My life is boring and I count the days
Life seems monotonous, and each day is counted
On and on, woe is here to stay
A sense of ongoing sorrow and distress
Only if God would show a sign for me
Wishing for a divine sign from God
Oh... Only if God could hold my begging hands
Expressing a desire for divine intervention and support
This endless torture's building up my rage
An enduring suffering that fuels inner anger
Holding on, hide my agony
Enduring pain while concealing personal agony
I'm getting weary just to be alive
Weary of the struggles associated with being alive
All I want is help!!!
An urgent plea for assistance and support
So, you dove into the dark beyond yourself?
Questioning if one has delved into their inner darkness
Lost your way to find the surface once again
Getting lost but seeking a way to resurface
Insomnia will kill all your solemn nights... Oh!
Insomnia causing distress during the night
Haunting your despair!!!
The persistent presence of despair
Sorrow made your life a living hell
Suffering has turned life into a painful existence
Lights are fading
The diminishing of hope and positivity
Caught inside the black-holed inner-self
Trapped within a dark and isolating inner-self
Ego painted grey...
Self-esteem or self-image is tarnished
Insomnia will hold pleasures in a shell
Insomnia preserving pleasures in a confined state
And your defiant stare!!!
A challenging and defiant gaze despite difficulties
Sorrow made your life a living hell
Continued suffering leading to a miserable life
Lights are fading
The gradual fading of positive elements
Caught inside the black-holed inner-self
Trapped within a dark and isolating inner-self (repeated)
Ego painted grey...
Self-esteem or self-image is tarnished (repeated)
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