Deprived
Embracing Desolation: White Noise BD's Poignant Reflections
Lyrics
A calloused mind, desensitized, deprived of life, immobilized
A state of emotional numbness and detachment, lacking vitality and movement
A new beginning corroded with uncertainty
A new start tainted by doubt and insecurity
A clouded mind that's mesmerized in disbelief
A confused and fascinated mindset, unable to believe what's happening
Life moves on as I stand still
Life progresses while the speaker remains stagnant
The ghost in my mind taking over so I can't feel
The overwhelming presence of haunting thoughts obstructing emotions
An empty home, so comfortable yet miserable
An environment that feels familiar yet brings profound unhappiness
A hollow head that grants a series of mental dread
A mind filled with emptiness and continuous anxiety
Confined into my mind
Feeling confined within one's thoughts and emotions
I seek for social life and yet there's nothing in my fucking sight
Desire for social interaction met with a profound absence of opportunities
As misery blooms, dreams start to decay
As despair grows, aspirations start to deteriorate
The root of my problems stem from me internally
Recognizing that internal issues are the root cause of personal problems
I'm a victim of my own mind
Feeling controlled or victimized by one's own thoughts and emotions
Refined by the haze of desperation
Being refined or shaped by the intense desperation felt
A passenger of my own life
Feeling like a spectator rather than an active participant in one's life
An absurdity of my own reality
Perceiving one's reality as nonsensical or unreasonable
I'm a victim of my own mind
Reiteration of being controlled or victimized by one's own thoughts and emotions
Refined by the haze of desperation
Continued influence of desperation shaping the speaker's existence
A passenger of my own fucking life
Feeling like a passive observer in one's life, expressed with frustration
Trapped with misery, but at least she's company
Feeling trapped in misery but finding solace in its familiarity
I am deprived of life
Expressing a sense of being devoid of vitality and vigor
Lost in mental transition
Feeling lost during a mental transformation or change
My mind plays static
Experiencing mental confusion or chaos, likened to static
I'm starting to slip
Sensing a gradual loss of control or stability
Into the void of white noise
Descending into a state of confusion or nothingness
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