Lyrics
Why do I try
Questioning the purpose or reason for making an effort.
They nod their heads and tell me I'll be okay
Receiving reassurances from others that things will improve.
Lock my lips just to get through another day
Choosing to remain silent to cope with difficulties.
Heart is pounding so fast
Feeling intense anxiety or fear.
Beating out of my chest
Experiencing heightened emotions, possibly panic or distress.
Everyday I find myself in a mess
Consistently finding oneself in chaotic situations or problems.
Feeling sick
Physical and emotional discomfort.
Everything is shit
Expressing dissatisfaction or hopelessness about life.
Not so easy to just get over it
Struggling to move past challenges or hardships.
Watch me struggling
Others witnessing the difficulty faced.
I can't relate to you
Difficulty relating to others' experiences.
You can't relate to me
Mutual inability to understand each other.
Why do I even try
Expressing frustration or hopelessness in trying.
Every time I close my eyes
Escaping reality intensifies emotional pain.
The pain just grows inside
Emotional suffering worsening when avoiding facing it.
Fake it till you die
Surviving by pretending until death.
Take away take away
Wanting to remove overwhelming emotions.
All of the things to feel
Desiring authentic emotional experiences.
I wanna I wanna I wanna know what's real
Expressing curiosity about reality versus illusion.
No sleep no dreams here
Experiencing insomnia and absence of dreams.
They nod their heads and tell me I'll be okay
Receiving repeated assurances about improvement.
Lock my lips just to get through another day
Choosing silence to endure the day again.
Why do I even try
Expressing frustration or hopelessness in trying.
Every time I close my eyes
Escaping reality intensifies emotional pain.
The pain just grows inside
Emotional suffering worsening when avoiding facing it.
Save your breath save your breath
Disregarding unnecessary advice or words from others.
I don't need it
Rejecting offered help or support.
All the words coming out cut so deep in
Words from others causing deep emotional wounds.
Save your breath save your breath
Ignoring further advice or support.
Cause I'll always be the same
Asserting consistency in one's state or feelings.
Every day I find myself in a mess
Continuing to face chaotic situations or problems.
Every day I find myself in a mess
Repeatedly experiencing chaos or difficulties.
Roh
Interjection or vocal expression.
Now I know the reason why nobody listens
Understanding why nobody pays attention.
Now I see the reason why no one cares
Realizing the lack of concern from others.
Why do I even try
Expressing frustration or hopelessness in trying.
Every time I close my eyes
Escaping reality intensifies emotional pain.
The pain just grows inside
Emotional suffering worsening when avoiding facing it.
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