Lyrics
I hear voices in my head
Hearing conflicting thoughts or ideas within oneself
Telling me to join the dead
Feeling compelled to embrace death or darkness due to internal voices
All these voices in my head, so I
Struggling with numerous conflicting thoughts or influences in the mind
Join the dead
Choosing to succumb to the darker thoughts or voices
Do you want to know, what it's like to die inside?
Questioning the experience of internal emptiness or emotional death
Knowing your next breath, might be the last
Being acutely aware of mortality, uncertain about the future
Count to three
Preparing for a significant or decisive moment
Do you, do you really want to see
Questioning the desire to witness something distressing or difficult
Does it matter?
Wondering if the outcome or choice holds significance
I can be my own biggest enemy
Being one's own adversary or obstacle
Hold your breath and lie
Suppressing reality by not breathing or facing it
Is it better? NO!
Rejecting the suggestion that the current situation is an improvement
I'm just laying here
Passively waiting for an end or demise
Waiting to die
Accepting the inevitability of death
Take me away...
Wishing for an escape from suffering or agony
Please just take the pain a way
Pleading for relief from emotional anguish or torment
Take the pain away
Desiring a release from pain or distress
It's hard I know, but it won't get better
Admitting the ongoing struggle and lack of improvement
The sick is here to stay
Accepting the permanence of illness or suffering
Break down every molecule in me
Wishing for a complete breakdown or dissolution of self
It's hard I know, come set me free
Recognizing the difficulty but longing for freedom
Before the devil hears my plea...
Fearing the influence or impact of darker forces
Count to three
Preparing again for a significant or decisive moment
Do you, do you really want to see
Reiterating the question about witnessing something distressing
Does it matter?
Questioning the significance or relevance of a choice
I can be my own biggest enemy
Recognizing one's capacity to be self-destructive
Hold your breath and lie
Suppressing reality by not breathing or facing it (repeated)
Is it better? NO!
Rejecting the suggestion that the current situation is an improvement (repeated)
I'm just laying here
Passively waiting for an end or demise (repeated)
Waiting to die
Accepting the inevitability of death (repeated)
Take the pain away, take the pain away!
Reiterating the plea for relief from pain or distress
Ooh, don't stay!
Expressing the urgency to not endure the suffering
Gonna bring you home, in a body bag
Expecting to face a tragic end or fate
Sucker for the pain
Being drawn to pain or suffering
Take me away...
Wishing for an escape from suffering or agony (repeated)
Please just take the pain a way
Pleading for relief from emotional anguish or torment (repeated)
Take the pain away
Desiring a release from pain or distress (repeated)
It's hard I know, but it won't get better
Admitting the ongoing struggle and lack of improvement (repeated)
The sick is here to stay
Accepting the permanence of illness or suffering (repeated)
Break down every molecule in me
Wishing for a complete breakdown or dissolution of self (repeated)
It's hard I know, come set me free
Recognizing the difficulty but longing for freedom (repeated)
Before the devil hears my plea...
Fearing the consequences if help isn't received or if darkness takes over
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