Lyrics
You lay it all across your bed
You spread everything across your bed
You try to find the patterns in
You attempt to identify patterns
The how's and why's and carelessness
Exploring the reasons and recklessness
Of all the times you had to get
Reflecting on the urgency of past situations
Out of there fast
Swiftly leaving those situations
I can stubbornly stare you down for days
Capable of steadfastly confronting for an extended period
And kick your ass at emotional charades
Succeeding in emotional charades
But I can't help but pray
Expressing a desire for a positive outcome
That when we see those flames
Hoping for a shared experience during challenging times
You'll look at me and
Anticipating unified action when facing adversity
We won't hesitate
Readiness to leave quickly when necessary
To get out of here fast
Reiterating the importance of swift action
It's the season of the white lie
Describing a period characterized by falsehoods
The season of shame
Acknowledging a season marked by shame
It's that kind of year you're holding onto your pain
A time where holding onto pain is prevalent
You say what am I doing
Questioning current actions
Just waiting for a day
Waiting for a transformative day
When the pain looks around
Envisioning a moment of decision between pain and self
And says man it's you or it's me
Emphasizing the urgency to leave challenging situations
That's gotta get out of here fast
Linking personal experiences to the need for swift departure
Yeah but it's a part of my story
Acknowledging the connection of challenges to personal narrative
A part of my home
Identifying personal experiences as part of one's identity
It's the smell of my middle school boyfriend's cologne
Evoke memories tied to scent and personal history
And the sun still sets calmly
Highlighting the persistence of serene moments
People still fall asleep with our bags at the door
People retaining habits despite challenges
And our socks on our feet
Emphasizing the mundane amidst chaos
Cause we're getting out of here fast
Reaffirming the need for swift departure
Yeah maybe there's something wrong with my heart
Suspecting issues with personal emotions
Or it's too much caffeine
Considering caffeine as a factor
It's the time it takes to vanish
Reflecting on the passing of time and neglected essentials
And the water you don't drink
Symbolizing unattended aspects of life
Cause I spiraled out this morning
Expressing a state of emotional turmoil
I've been spiraling ever since
Indicating an ongoing struggle
It's a flowers on fire feeling
Describing intense emotions, possibly destructive
And knowing I might not get
Acknowledging uncertainty and potential consequences
Out of here fast
Reiterating the urgency to leave challenging situations
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