Sulk
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Inner Turmoil with Another One Down!
Lyrics
I can't escape this feeling
I'm trapped in a persistent emotion
It's eating me alive as I stare at the ceiling
It's overwhelming me while I lie in bed
I'm high again
I'm under the influence of substances
So I won't feel a thing
To numb the pain and avoid feeling
My mind's beginning to decay
My mental state is deteriorating
And everyone keeps telling me that I'll be okay
Despite reassurances, my situation remains dire
But this misery
Intense suffering
It's fucking killing me
It's causing great harm to me
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
I sense a loss of sanity
Just wasting my time
Engaging in unproductive activities
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine
Pretending everything is fine while feeling down
Where is my silver lining?
Seeking positivity in a difficult situation
I've got to let go and try to leave this all behind me
Realizing the need to move on and leave the past
Guess I'm calling it quits
Deciding to give up or end something
Losing touch with reality
Disconnecting from reality
I can't get a grip on anything
Unable to grasp or control anything
I need stability
Craving stability in life
This is all a facade
Presenting a false appearance to the world
I'll hide how I feel
Concealing true emotions
Pretend I'm someone I'm not
Pretending to be someone I'm not
For the sake of you
Doing it for the sake of someone else
Got nothing left to lose
Having nothing more to lose
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
Experiencing a mental breakdown
Just wasting my time
Wasting time while in emotional pain
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine
Pretending everything is fine, despite inner turmoil
Where is my silver lining?
Searching for a positive outcome
I've got to let go and try to leave this all behind me
Recognizing the need to move on from the past
So lost inside my own head
Feeling lost within one's own thoughts
Sat in a parking lot at 3AM
Sitting alone in a parking lot at an early hour
And tried to escape every word that you said
Trying to escape the impact of hurtful words
I dwell on things I can't change
Dwelling on unchangeable things
Wishing that I could turn another page
Wishing for a fresh start or a new perspective
It feels like the world's crashing down on me
Feeling overwhelmed by life's challenges
I failed everything and everyone
Experiencing failure in various aspects of life
And the worst of it has yet to come
Anticipating more challenges to come
I just hate myself too much to love anyone
Struggling with self-hatred and difficulty in loving others
And yeah I may be young but I'm not naïve
Despite youth, not lacking awareness
So I'll keep screaming my lungs out 'cause it's plain to see
Expressing frustration loudly as a coping mechanism
Things will never be the same
Accepting that things will never return to how they were
And I've got no one but myself to blame
Taking responsibility for personal circumstances
And it feels like I'm losing my mind
Experiencing a mental breakdown (repeated)
Just wasting my time
Wasting time in emotional pain (repeated)
As I sulk around pretending that everything's fine
Pretending everything is fine, despite inner turmoil (repeated)
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