Mirrors
Echoes of Desolation: Into the Void's Struggle with Self-Destruction
Lyrics
I watched you fade away
I observed you gradually disappearing or losing yourself.
I went too far again
I went beyond limits once more.
The mirror sees it all
The reflection in the mirror comprehends everything.
A broken man
Someone who is shattered and emotionally damaged.
Can you feel my heart
Are you able to sense the pain in my heart?
Break inside my chest
My heart is breaking within my chest.
Drink it all away
Attempting to drown my sorrows with alcohol.
'Till I have nothing left
Continuing until there's nothing left of me.
I lost myself
I've lost my own identity.
Inside the fold I meant for you
I'm trapped in the role I intended for you.
Avoid your gaze but I
Avoiding making eye contact, but still unable to escape confusion or disorientation.
Just can't escape the haze
Struggling to break free from the haze or confusion.
I don't know how to
I'm unsure how to release or move past this.
Let this go
I'm asking if it's possible to let go of these feelings or situation.
Can you stop my heart
Can you halt the pain in my heart?
Tear it out my chest
It feels like my heart is being forcibly taken out from my chest.
Glued to my self hate
Stuck in self-loathing or self-hatred.
Drank myself away
Using alcohol to escape or numb the pain.
I lost myself
Continuing to lose my sense of self.
Inside the fold I meant for you
Trapped within the role I initially intended for you.
The dreams I had
The aspirations I had are causing you to pull me back to your side.
You pull me back beside you
You're drawing me back to you.
Enough is enough
I've reached a limit, I won't continue wasting my life with alcohol.
I won't drink my life away
Determined that today marks the end of this cycle.
I swear this time it ends today
Unable to feel grounded due to the falsehoods I tell.
Can't feel the floor through lies I say
Observing myself deteriorate or decline.
I watch myself start to decay
Continuing to lose my sense of self.
I lost myself
Trapped within the role I initially intended for you.
Inside the fold I meant for you
The aspirations I had are causing you to pull me back to your side.
The dreams I had
You're drawing me back to you.
You pull me back beside you
You're pulling me back to your side once again.
Oh
An expression of resignation or acceptance of the situation.
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