Kick to the Head
Ephemeral Struggles: Resisting Descent Through Twists
Lyrics
I tread the field again
I am revisiting a situation or experience.
And awake myself with my intentions.
I become aware of my intentions as I wake up.
As my deep sleep subsides
As my deep sleep ends, I try not to disturb others.
I do my best not to disrupt the rest.
I make an effort not to disrupt the peace.
My shape relies upon
My form or identity depends on external influences.
A kick to the head, but I'm safe
My identity is shaped by a blow to the head, but I feel safe.
Oh no, it seems as though a thought just leaked out.
A thought seems to have unintentionally escaped my mind.
I see something, a smoke blurred vision
I perceive something unclear, possibly influenced by preconceived notions.
Of preconceived notions. stop the snap-around with twisting action.
Attempting to avoid confusion with decisive action.
I feel it kicking at my head
I sense pressure or conflict in my mind.
Trying to tell me
There's an inner voice advising me not to give up my position.
Not to let up where I stand, now.
I resist yielding where I currently stand.
Well, I tell you
Expressing determination or resolve.
I tend to fall apart
I tend to disintegrate emotionally when faced with this situation.
When I end up in this situation.
Struggling while watching time pass, hoping to escape external influences.
Watching the passing time
Observing the flow of time.
I hope we can escape the t.v. set.
Desiring liberation from the influence of media (TV).
All clues are telling us
Indications suggest a wrong turn was taken earlier.
We could have turned left at the last light.
Realization of a potential mistake in direction.
Oh no, I think I've gone and let another thought out.
Another thought has escaped, causing concern.
I feel something, a spatial essence
Sensing something intangible, perhaps a feeling or atmosphere.
I came out screaming. stop the snap-around with twisting action.
The sensation is intense, with a call to action.
There's something kicking at my head
Experiencing mental pressure or conflict.
Trying to tell me
An inner voice advises, but I must ignore it to succeed.
Something I must ignore
Ignoring advice to achieve a goal.
To make it.
To succeed in my endeavors.
I feel it starting to fade. responsible for another downfall.
Feeling a change starting, potentially responsible for a downfall.
Try to resist the change. twists inside you until you pull it out.
Resisting a transformative change that twists within until addressed.
Signal, enter, trusting, warmer, through.
Listing concepts - signal, enter, trusting, warmer, through.
Signal, say no, signal, signal the downfall. down.
Warning signals and a sense of impending downfall.
Signal, say no, signal, feel, say no, say no, signal. feel.
Repetition of signals and a strong emphasis on resistance.
I see it starting to fade. put down the plan for the perfect downfall.
Sensing a change that could lead to a planned downfall.
Try to resist the change. twists inside you until you just pull it out.
Resisting a change that twists within, urging removal.
I'd really like to. I really like you.
Expressing a desire, possibly towards another person.
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