Confessions of a Big Brother
Love's Lessons Unveiled: Confessions of Life's Twists
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I used to be so proud of thinking I was such a liar
Once took pride in deceiving others but now realizes it was just an attempt.
In the covert world of romance, brother, I was just a try-er
Admits to being inexperienced in the world of romantic secrecy.
Woman was the enemy and victory the point
Viewed women as adversaries, aiming for triumph in causing emotional pain.
Where I'd successfully knocked someone's heart out of joint
Gained satisfaction from causing heartache.
And it's hilarious to think I thought by now I'd have a wife
Expected to be married by now but paradoxically desires to sacrifice life.
But I've always been so desperate to give away my life
Constantly eager to give up life but becomes complacent with assumptions.
Then I just get lazy, I've got everything assumed
Feels lazy due to presumptions, finding allure in the inevitability of failure.
Sometimes there's nothing sexier than knowing that you're doomed
Believes there's attractiveness in the acceptance of an impending demise.
And I bed you got a fright
Reflects on another person's surprise in a romantic encounter.
When you took that girl to bed
Surprised someone by taking them to bed.
It was only your first night
Highlights it was the first night with the person.
When she grabbed your head and said,
Quotes a moment when the partner spoke candidly.
"Look at me. Hey, look at me
Partner demands attention and accuses the speaker of insincerity.
You don't love me, I can see.
Accuses the speaker of lacking genuine affection.
You just want me for some fun
Expresses feeling objectified, used for amusement rather than genuine connection.
I might as well be anyone."
Feels interchangeable, lacking uniqueness in the partner's eyes.
I hope you'll reap the benefits of our ten years apart
Wishes the best for someone after years apart but advises not to disregard everything.
But when I tell you not to give a fuck, don't take it to heart
Warns against disregarding advice to remain considerate and truthful.
Try and be a gentleman and always tell the truth
Encourages being honest and respectful, despite personal feelings of envy.
I'm not just a hypocrite, I'm jealous of your youth
Admits jealousy toward someone younger.
And I can't give you a lecture on how to be a man
Admits inability to give guidance on masculinity.
I've not much advice to offer, no solid, foolproof plan
Lacks foolproof advice or a solid plan.
But even though you're certain that it's just a bit of fun
Implying someone's belief that a relationship is casual.
You'll soon get sick of microwaving low-fat meals for one
Foresees dissatisfaction in a solitary lifestyle despite initial excitement.
So when you ignore her call
Describes ignoring a partner's attempt to communicate.
And you just delete her text
Deleting a partner's message without acknowledgment.
It might make you feel tall
Feels a sense of superiority in dismissing the partner.
As you make room for the next
Creating space for the next romantic encounter.
But look at me, hey, look at me
Expresses love and concern despite the behavior of dismissing partners.
You know I love you, obviously
States affection while acknowledging the pursuit of pleasure.
And I don't want to spoil your fun
Desire to not ruin someone else's enjoyment despite their actions.
But you don't have to hurt someone.
Urges against causing emotional harm to another.
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