Lyrics
Yeah you always see me down
Expressing a frequent observation that the speaker is often perceived as sad or low.
Not on the surface
Contrasting the external appearance ("surface") with the internal emotions or reality.
Always pushing me down always
Describing a persistent behavior of pushing the speaker down, making them feel of little value.
Making me so worthless
Continuing the theme of feeling devalued, possibly due to external influences.
Don't know when my turn is i
Expressing uncertainty about when the speaker's situation or luck will improve.
Just wanna take it off
Desiring relief or liberation from the current emotional state.
I know everything wasn't worth at all
Reflecting on past experiences and realizing that everything may not have been worthwhile.
Don't know what to do i don't feel myself
Feeling lost and unsure about how to handle the situation, experiencing a disconnection from oneself.
Yeah never by my side need nobody else
Expressing a sense of abandonment, suggesting a need for support from others.
You left your feelings at the door
Metaphorically indicating that emotional barriers have been set, preventing genuine connection.
I've bottled up there's so much more
Bottling up emotions, suggesting a suppression of feelings and an internal struggle.
And you tell me that you
Addressing a contradiction where the speaker is told they are loved, but it doesn't feel genuine.
Love me but you don't
Questioning the sincerity of the proclaimed love.
And i know but i guess
Acknowledging a realization that certain things may remain unchanged.
That things can't change
Accepting the difficulty of changing circumstances or relationships.
And my ex still in my brain
Indicating lingering thoughts or memories of a past relationship (the ex).
I guess i can't ever escape
Expressing a feeling of being trapped or unable to escape from the impact of the past.
She call me insane
Describing how the speaker is labeled as insane, possibly due to their refusal to engage in mind games.
Cause i don't wanna play games
Rejecting the idea of playing emotional games in a relationship.
I swеar she made my heart brеak
Recalling a past experience where the speaker's heart was broken.
I know i can never change
Expressing a belief that personal change is challenging or impossible.
From the person i became
Acknowledging the permanence of the speaker's current identity and personality.
You and me are not the same
Highlighting a fundamental difference between the speaker and someone else.
Yeah you always see me down
Repeating the idea that the speaker is often perceived as sad or low.
Not on the surface
Reiterating the contrast between external appearance and internal emotions.
Always pushing me down always
Repeating the experience of being pushed down, emphasizing the persistence of this behavior.
Making me so worthless
Reiterating the feeling of being made worthless, reinforcing the negative impact of external influences.
Don't know when my turn is i
Reiterating the uncertainty about when the speaker's situation or luck will improve.
Just wanna take it off
Reiterating the desire for relief or liberation from the current emotional state.
I know everything wasn't worth at all
Reiterating the reflection on past experiences and the realization that everything may not have been worthwhile.
Don't know what to do i don't feel myself
Reiterating the feeling of being lost and unsure about how to handle the situation, experiencing a disconnection from oneself.
Yeah never by my side need nobody else
Reiterating the sense of abandonment and the need for support from others.
You left your feelings at the door
Repeating the metaphor of emotional barriers preventing genuine connection.
I've bottled up there's so much more
Reiterating the theme of bottling up emotions, suggesting a suppression of feelings and an internal struggle.
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