Sound The Alarms
Complacency's Toll: Battling Self-Doubt & Surrender
Lyrics
I'm choked up with just a minute to go
I'm feeling overwhelmed with only a minute left.
I think I fucked up I need a miracle
I believe I made a mistake and need a miracle to fix it.
This ain't a feeling, that I've felt before
This emotion is unfamiliar to me.
I let my face turn blue cause I'm pitiful
I allowed myself to turn blue from sadness and self-pity.
I lye awake, face new days on little sleep
I stay awake, facing new days with little sleep.
I try to think but honestly it gets the best of me
I attempt to think, but it overwhelms me.
For what it's worth I tried and gave you my everything
Despite my efforts, I tried and gave my all.
I feel complacent, sound the alarms I'm giving up
I feel content but am signaling a surrender by sounding alarms.
On this I hate it, when all is said and done I'm not enough
I despise this situation; when it's over, I realize I'm insufficient.
I feel complacent, sound the alarms
I feel content but am signaling a surrender by sounding alarms.
But you were never right from the start
From the beginning, you were never right for me.
It's got me thinking, is life worth living (Woah)
I'm questioning the value of life.
Just barely breathing, yet sinking further below
Struggling to breathe, sinking deeper into despair.
I won't let this sickness become my weakness no more
I won't let my illness weaken me any longer.
I'll just keep it secret so no one will ever know
I'll keep my struggles a secret to protect myself.
That you brought our the worst in me
You brought out the worst in me.
I think it's better than suffering
Ending the suffering seems preferable.
Now turn the lights down low
Lowering the lights, creating a somber atmosphere.
Now turn the lights down low
Reiterating the need for a subdued environment.
Won't let this sickness become my weakness
I won't let my illness become a weakness.
I feel complacent, sound the alarms I'm giving up
I feel content but am signaling a surrender by sounding alarms.
On this I hate it, when all is said and done I'm not enough
I despise this situation; when it's over, I realize I'm insufficient.
I feel complacent, sound the alarms
I feel content but am signaling a surrender by sounding alarms.
But you were never right from the start
From the beginning, you were never right for me.
How you're coming to grips with it, it's so surreal, so surreal to me
Reflecting on how one copes with it, finding it surreal.
How you're coming to grips with it, it's so surreal, so surreal to me
-How you're coming to grips with it, it's so surreal, so surreal to me
-For what it's worth I tried and gave you my everything
Despite my efforts, I tried and gave my all.
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