Lyrics
You feel like you don't have a clue what's next
You feel uncertain about the future, lacking clarity.
Speaking loud thoughts to yourself what's best
You're vocalizing your inner thoughts, contemplating the best course of action.
Trying real hard to breathe no stress
You're actively trying to manage stress and remain composed.
But lately I've been wanting a deeper rest
Recently, you've been desiring a profound sense of rest or peace.
Not the type of rest I can wake from
This rest is not temporary but lasting, impacting even your adversaries.
But the type that'll make your enemies feel some'
Attempting to disregard deeper, possibly troubling, thoughts.
So I try to ignore my deeper thoughts
Each day feels like a challenging battle.
Everyday feels like a battle I fought now
A constant struggle or conflict characterizes your daily experiences.
I got this heavy feeling
An emotional burden or weight is present within you.
Of uncertainty lately
You are currently experiencing a strong sense of uncertainty.
I can't stop myself from overthinking nightly
Nightly, you find yourself unable to stop overthinking.
Will I ever reach my goals someday
Questioning if you will achieve your aspirations in the future.
Or is it just a wasted investment
Doubting whether your efforts are worthwhile or wasted.
Or will my life be a disappointment
Concerns about your life potentially becoming a letdown.
Lately I've been having all kinds of feelings
Recent emotions are diverse and intense.
Type that'll make you admit some things
These feelings may prompt admissions or revelations.
Am I even worth living
Questioning your own value or worthiness of existence.
Or am I better off leaving
Contemplating whether leaving would be a better option.
Will she ever love me
Uncertainty about whether someone will love you.
Or am I just dreaming
Wondering if aspirations of love are realistic or just a dream.
Will I ever be someone
Questioning if you'll become someone significant.
Or just a false hope that with age is gone now
Concern that hope for improvement diminishes with age.
I got this heavy feeling
A persistent, burdensome feeling of uncertainty remains.
Of uncertainty lately
Nightly overthinking continues to be a challenge.
I can't stop myself from overthinking nightly
Repetition of the strong sense of uncertainty.
Will I ever reach my goals someday
Reiteration of the aspiration to achieve goals in the future.
Or is it just a wasted investment
Repeating the doubt about whether efforts are an investment or wasted.
Or will my life be a disappointment
Reiteration of the fear of life becoming a disappointment.
I got this heavy feeling
Emphasizing the enduring weight of uncertainty.
Of uncertainty lately
Continued struggle with nightly overthinking.
I can't stop myself from overthinking nightly
Restating the intense feeling of uncertainty.
Will I ever reach my goals someday
Reaffirmation of the desire to achieve future goals.
Or is it just a wasted investment
Repeating the questioning of investment or waste in efforts.
Or will my life be a disappointment
Reiteration of the fear of life turning into a disappointment.
I got this heavy feeling
Persistent, heavy uncertainty remains a prominent theme.
Of uncertainty lately
Nightly overthinking is an ongoing struggle.
I can't stop myself from overthinking nightly
Reiteration of the intense feeling of uncertainty.
Will I ever reach my goals someday
Reaffirmation of the desire to achieve future goals.
Or is it just a wasted investment
Repeating the questioning of investment or waste in efforts.
Or will my life be a disappointment
Reiteration of the fear of life turning into a disappointment.
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