Masochist
Embracing Shadows: A Journey through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
Fuck
The expression of frustration or intensity.
I think I'm lost in my head
Repetition suggests a deep sense of being mentally adrift or confused.
I think I'm lost in my head
-I think I'm lost in my head
-Yet again I'm my own worst enemy
The speaker acknowledges self-sabotaging tendencies.
I'm hanging on by a thread
Feeling vulnerable and close to a breaking point.
Heavy heart so I've got to tread lightly
The need to be cautious due to emotional heaviness.
I think I'm lost in my head
Continued self-awareness of personal struggles and fragility.
Yet again I'm my own worst enemy
-I'm hanging on by a thread
-Heavy hands so I'm gripping on tightly
Intense emotional struggle, gripping onto something.
It's almost like it's never enough
A sense of dissatisfaction or insufficiency.
A masochist for the Devil's touch
Voluntarily enduring pain or hardship for a dark allure.
On my own again
Isolation, possibly a recurring theme in the speaker's life.
I'm fighting with these demons in my head
Battling inner struggles or personal demons.
I'm hanging by a thread as you're unravelling the strings that made me who I am
Feeling on the brink of unraveling, with external influences changing identity.
I need to break this state of mind
A desire to escape a negative state of mind.
Every time I say "this is the last time"
Repetition of failed attempts to break free from a cycle.
But the Devil on my shoulder tempts me too easily
Temptation and susceptibility to negative influences.
It doesn't feel like anyone rushes to help
A perception of a lack of support or assistance from others.
I really can't do (Can't do) this again by myself
Expressing difficulty in facing challenges alone.
It's almost like it's never enough
Reiteration of dissatisfaction and attraction to darkness.
A masochist for the Devil's touch
-On my own again
-I'm fighting with these demons in my head
-I'm hanging by a thread as you're unravelling the strings that made me who I am
-I think I'm lost in my head
Repeating a sense of being mentally lost.
I think I'm lost in my head
-Locked inside this prison
A metaphorical imprisonment in negative thoughts.
Suffering the same every fucking day
Enduring repeated suffering and anguish.
You throw me to the side
Feeling neglected or dismissed by others.
Am I not worth the time?
Questioning one's worth and importance to others.
There is nothing left to hold on to as I fall
A sense of free fall with nothing to hold onto.
On my own again
Reiteration of isolation and inner battles.
I'm fighting with these demons in my head
-I'm hanging by a thread as you're unravelling the strings that made me who I am
-I think I'm lost in my head
Repeating the theme of being mentally lost.
I think I'm lost in my head
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