Honey
Embracing Change: Tasting Honey Amidst Struggle
Lyrics
I love to hate who I was, because it means that I've changed
I find value in disliking my past self because it indicates personal growth.
The little doubts and regret, they run around in my brain, they tease me
My mind is filled with small uncertainties and remorse, playfully taunting me.
Somehow they never seem to fill up the space
Despite these doubts, they do not occupy the void between lost love and a strained heart.
Between the love that's lost and the heart that's strained
Refers to the emotional gap between lost love and a troubled heart.
And here I come to throw it all away
I am about to discard everything.
No, I miss that taste, oh I need that flame
Expressing a desire for a past sensation or feeling.
It tastes like honey in my throat
That desire feels as sweet as honey in my throat.
If you need me, you can keep me
If you require my presence, you can have it.
Thought I knew this note for note
I believed I understood everything perfectly.
If you want to, I could show you
I am willing to demonstrate and guide you.
In and out of your grace, correct myself every day
Acknowledging mistakes and correcting myself daily to maintain your favor.
I thought I knew how I taste. I thought I'd know what to say in crisis
I thought I knew my own taste and what to say in difficult situations.
Devastatin' in the way that you speak
Your way of speaking is devastating.
The company that we keep couldn't ease the strain
The people around us cannot alleviate the stress or difficulty.
And here I come to throw it all away
Reiterating the willingness to discard everything.
Give me time to waste, no I need that pain
Desiring the experience of pain.
It tastes like honey in my throat
Similar to line 7, the craving for a past sensation.
If you need me, you can keep me
Offering oneself if needed.
Thought I knew this note for note
Reiteration of confidence in understanding everything perfectly.
If you want to, I could show you
Willingness to guide and demonstrate.
The first time couldn't be mine
First experiences may not belong to me.
I swore that I could do this right
Confidence in doing things correctly.
Thought I knew this note for note
Reiteration of understanding everything perfectly.
If you want to, I could show you
Repeating the offer to guide and demonstrate.
The first time couldn't be mine
Emphasizing that initial experiences might not be mine.
I love to hate who I was, because it means that I've changed
Repeating the idea of finding value in disliking the past for personal growth.
The little doubts and regret, they run around in my brain, they tease me
Reiteration of dealing with doubts and regrets in the mind.
It tastes like honey in my throat
Recalling the sweetness of past desires.
If you need me, you can keep me
Offering oneself again if needed.
Thought I knew this note for note
Confidence in understanding everything perfectly reiterated.
If you want to, I could show you
Reiterating the willingness to guide and demonstrate.
The first time couldn't be mine
Stating that the first time may not be a personal experience.
I swore that I could do this right
Confidence in being able to do things correctly.
Thought I knew this note for note
Reiteration of understanding everything perfectly.
If you want to, I could show you
Repeating the offer to guide and demonstrate.
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