Lyrics
Paintings in the sky and my regrets
Reflecting on past mistakes and missed opportunities.
Stars shine brightly over all our heads
Despite challenges, there is still beauty and hope.
Though I'm in my twenties now
Acknowledging being in the twenties, a period of self-discovery.
I'm still lost and not profound
Feeling lost and lacking depth despite age.
I don't
Expressing uncertainty or confusion.
Know why I feel so alone
Feeling a sense of loneliness without clear reasons.
Don't know why I'm on my phone
Being unsure about the purpose of being on the phone.
Don't know where I should call home
Not having a clear sense of where one belongs.
And I know all of my pain will catch
Acknowledging that unresolved pain will catch up eventually.
Up to me one day
Acceptance that consequences will come in the future.
I just don't care
Expressing a lack of concern or indifference.
And I know my grievances are only
Understanding that grievances are a reason to let go.
Part of the reasons for me to let go
Recognizing the need to move on from negative emotions.
I should've known
Regretting not realizing something sooner.
Life keeps on evolving it's the bittersweet end calling to my youth
Life's continuous changes are both bitter and sweet, signaling the end of youth.
And I know that I got issues but I try to make each day shiny and new
Acknowledging personal issues but striving for positivity daily.
If I'm the princess in the fairytales, will you call me to let down my hair
Pondering the expectations associated with being a princess in fairytales.
The universe is calling and I'm just tryna be honest with myself
Feeling a connection to the universe and a desire for self-honesty.
Cuz happy endings don't exist like that
Recognizing the non-existence of conventional "happy endings."
(Happy endings don't exist like that)
Reiterating the absence of traditional happy endings.
Losing sight and stretching myself thin
Experiencing confusion and spreading oneself thin.
I know lying and anger is a sin
Acknowledging the negative aspects of lying and anger.
Though I'm in my twenties now
Repeating the twenties theme and the struggle to mature.
Act like a child and take a vow I know
Acting childishly despite knowing better.
I know that I should grow up
Recognizing the need for personal growth.
I know that I'm more than enough
Acknowledging self-worth despite personal challenges.
But it still hurts to love
Expressing the pain that comes with love.
And I know all of my pain will catch
Reiterating the inevitability of facing unresolved pain.
Up to me one day
Accepting the future consequences without caring.
I don't fucking care
Emphasizing indifference or defiance.
And all those tears I cried and all those fucking sleepless nights
Acknowledging past struggles and expressing determination to overcome them.
I'll overcome
Positive outlook on overcoming challenges.
Life keeps on evolving it's the bittersweet end calling to my youth
Reiterating life's evolution and the bittersweet nature of growing up.
And I know that I got issues but I try to make each day shiny and new
Acknowledging personal issues but striving for daily positivity.
If I'm the princess in the fairytales, will you call me to let down my hair
Returning to the princess metaphor and the desire for connection.
The universe is calling and I'm just tryna be honest with myself
Feeling a call from the universe and a commitment to self-honesty.
Cuz happy endings don't exist like that
Reiterating the non-existence of conventional "happy endings."
Happy endings don't exist like that
Stating again the absence of traditional happy endings.
Happy endings don't exist like that
Emphasizing the continued non-existence of conventional happy endings.
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