Lyrics
Tonight the penny's dropping
Tonight the realization is sinking in
And I'm feeling sick
Feeling uneasy or disturbed
I'm tryna find a hold
Attempting to grasp control
On this I'm already slipping down
Already descending into a difficult situation
It's too late now to find
It's too late to discover
Some way to see the truth
Trying to find the truth in a challenging circumstance
In such a miserable place
Feeling miserable in the current state
If you want to go and play
If you want to engage in activities
You gotta learn all the games
Learn the rules of the games
You turn away
Turning away from the situation
As if I even cared anyway
Indifference to the circumstances
I'll wait this time
Willing to wait this time
But if the lives all around me
Concerned about the lives around
Crumble to the floor
If everything falls apart
And I end up sad and lonely
Fear of ending up sad and lonely
Oh I don't know what to do
Uncertainty about what to do
Will you wait this time
Asking if the person will wait this time
Until my head stops ringing
Waiting for mental clarity
One thousand different chimes
Various thoughts and emotions
And the ground that's below me
Seeking guidance from the surroundings
Shows me the way to go home
Indication of finding the way home
If I promise now to lighten
Promising to lighten up before the night ends
Up before the night's done
Request to go somewhere and discuss the meaning in pain
Can we go somewhere
Seeking resolution or understanding
And talk meaning in all this pain
Wondering if it's too late to express thoughts
Is it too late now to say
Reflection on unspoken things
The things I've thought
Feelings arise but words are elusive
But never said
Contemplating ending the day
Cause feelings come
Intent to try again in a different way
But words just get away
I Think I'll call it a day
Willing to wait again
And try again another way
If surroundings collapse, leading to loneliness
I'll wait this time
Asking if the person will wait again
But if the lives all around me
Concerned about the lives around
Crumble to the floor
If everything falls apart
And I end up sad and lonely
Fear of ending up sad and lonely
Oh I don't know what to do
Uncertainty about what to do
Will you wait this time
Asking if the person will wait again
Until my head stops ringing
Waiting for mental clarity
One thousand different chimes
Various thoughts and emotions
And the ground that's below me
Seeking guidance from the surroundings
Shows me the way to go home
Indication of finding the way home
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