Lyrics
Stuck in the same routine
Feeling trapped in a repetitive daily routine.
I'm not alive cuz I breathe
Expressing a sense of emptiness and lack of vitality despite being alive.
No time to chase what I wanna be
No time to pursue personal aspirations.
World full of pain I wanna leave
Desire to escape from a world filled with pain.
Have to bleed so I could succeed
Enduring hardships (bleeding) to achieve success.
Taste of Love good for you and not for me
Love is beneficial for others but not for the speaker.
In reality where lovers and future doctors love to cheat
Highlighting infidelity in relationships and the hypocrisy of future doctors cheating.
How am I supposed live for family
Struggling to find a purpose for living for the family.
Wife gon' cheat kids gon' leave before they turn 14
Fear of betrayal from spouse and children leaving at a young age.
Lose myself to insanity and you expect me to live my life happily
Loss of self to insanity, questioning the possibility of living happily.
This is pride this is why none of us are gonna survive
Asserting that pride contributes to the downfall of individuals.
As a child wrote a note to say hi, as a teen wrote a note to say goodbye
Reflecting on writing notes in different life stages, hinting at a troubled past.
As an adult I have no time I lose everything that I used to call mine I'm supposed to smile I'm supposed to feel alive
Expressing a sense of losing everything and struggling to find joy.
I don't, I feel like I'm here just to survive and I'm the bad guy if I say I wanna die
Feeling like life is a struggle for survival, admitting to thoughts of wanting to die.
Fine, paint me as the bad guy cuz I don't wanna live for a lie
Accepting the label of a "bad guy" for rejecting a life based on falsehood.
I live just to die
Life is perceived as a cycle leading to death.
Stuck in the same routine
Repetition of the feeling of being stuck in a routine.
I'm not alive cuz I breathe
Reiteration of the lack of vitality despite being alive.
No time to chase what I wanna be
Repeating the theme of not having time to pursue personal aspirations.
World full of pain I wanna leave
Repeating the desire to escape from a painful world.
Give me ketamine, amphetamine
Listing substances as a form of escape or coping mechanism.
Acetylene get me lean
Continuation of substances that may provide relief.
Mix it with Hennessy call it remedy
Suggesting a mix of substances as a remedy or coping strategy.
Or better yet therapy
Suggesting that substances could serve as a form of therapy.
Let's continue with the drugs
Continuation of the theme of using drugs to cope.
I ain't a thug
Clarifying that the speaker is not a thug but still enjoys the escape provided by drugs.
But I love the mini buzz
Expressing a liking for the temporary escape provided by substances.
I just wanna get away
Expressing a strong desire to get away from the pain.
From all of the pain
Acknowledging that the chosen escape may not be healthy.
I know I know not healthy way
Acknowledging the unhealthy nature of the chosen escape but refusing to wait for an alternative.
But hey, I'm not gonna wait
Resisting conventional solutions to the speaker's problems.
That don't work for me
Rejecting conventional solutions as ineffective for the speaker.
Time is worth a thing
Emphasizing the value of time and the worthlessness of the speaker's current existence.
Life's worth a dream
Affirming the value of life as a dream but suggesting nothing else matters.
And nothing else so say what you think
Challenging others to express their opinions on the speaker's perspective.
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