Lyrics
I'm a monster
I acknowledge and accept that I have monstrous qualities.
I am on fire, I'm blooming, baby
I am passionate and thriving, possibly in a transformative way.
Why don't you care for me anymore?
I feel a lack of care from you, and it bothers me.
Just like the morning when you're gone
The absence of you feels like a lonely morning.
I've been believing that you'll carry me away
I have had faith that you would rescue me, but the expected help is not evident.
But I don't see no horse, and no carriage
No tangible signs of rescue are apparent, like a horse and carriage.
There must be more to life than this
Expressing a desire for a more meaningful existence.
Am I a fool to believe that maybe
Questioning if it's foolish to hope for positive change.
If I could shift these parts around
Contemplating a transformative change in oneself.
By catalysis or brawn I'd get something back?
Wondering if effort or strength will yield a worthwhile outcome.
Keep me high, keep me thin
Desiring elevation and a slender appearance.
Carry on, keep it in
Encouraging oneself to persevere and internalize emotions.
But I don't feel nothing, anymore
Feeling a sense of emotional numbness.
I don't feel nothing, anymore
Reiterating the lack of emotional sensation.
I try to keep my head on straight
Attempting to maintain composure despite emotional detachment.
But I don't feel nothing, anymore
Confirming the ongoing emotional numbness.
I don't feel nothing, anymore
Reiterating the persistent lack of emotional response.
I don't feel nothing, anymore
Emphasizing the continued absence of emotional feelings.
I try, I try to keep my head on straight
Struggling to maintain emotional balance despite the emptiness.
But I don't feel nothing, anymore
Reiterating the challenge of feeling nothing despite efforts to stay composed.
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