Lyrics
I'm a mess up, pure disaster
I'm expressing that I am a mess, a pure disaster.
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
Despite her saying she loves me, I suspect she is insincere or acting.
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Now I feel better because I am no longer with her.
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster
Every day I wake up, it feels like a complete disaster.
She made my heart turn blue
She caused my heart to feel sad or depressed.
You're hiding from the truth
You are avoiding facing the reality or truth.
I didn't know what to do
I was unsure about what actions to take.
I'm glad I'm over you
I am happy that I have moved on from you.
Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
I left school to experience fame, but I regret it due to disliking your behavior.
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
I was in a state of unconsciousness, not knowing how to respond; I hope you felt shame.
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Past issues should be forgotten, but I never truly loved you.
Do you see what I became
Reflecting on what I have become now.
I'm so messed up
I am emotionally disturbed or troubled.
I was lost in the fake love
I was deceived by fake love.
Glad that I'm over you now
I am happy that I have moved on from you now.
Every single time when you're name comes up
Whenever your name is mentioned, it brings back negative emotions.
I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
I am in a bad state and dislike your presence.
Caffeine fueled
My energy or actions are influenced by caffeine.
I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
I am foolish, just trying to become successful, perhaps engaging in more conflicts.
Give me one second, just hear my sound
Give me a moment; listen to what I have to say or my music.
Used to fuck up convos that made me drown
I used to ruin conversations, leading me to feel overwhelmed.
She made my heart turn blue
She caused my heart to feel sad or depressed (repeated).
You're hiding from the truth
You are avoiding facing the reality or truth (repeated).
I didn't know what to do
I was unsure about what actions to take (repeated).
I'm glad I'm over you
I am happy that I have moved on from you (repeated).
She made my heart turn blue
She caused my heart to feel sad or depressed (repeated).
You're hiding from the truth
You are avoiding facing the reality or truth (repeated).
I didn't know what to do
I was unsure about what actions to take (repeated).
I'm glad I'm over you
I am happy that I have moved on from you (repeated).
Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
I left school to experience fame, but I regret it due to disliking your behavior (repeated).
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
I was in a state of unconsciousness, not knowing how to respond; I hope you felt shame (repeated).
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Past issues should be forgotten, but I never truly loved you (repeated).
Do you see what I became
Reflecting on what I have become now (repeated).
Comment