Lyrics
I want to be infamous so you can find a valid reason to hate me
Desire to gain notoriety to justify others' hatred
I drained my blood with a knife and a straw and I will never be thirsty again
Symbolic self-harm to eradicate emotional thirst or need
I wish you were dangerous so I don’t have to risk my life being near you
Wishing the person was threatening to avoid personal risk
Don’t say you miss me, you were the one who tried to run your mouth to my friends
Rejecting affection due to past betrayal
Well you just slow me down so you could mess around
Feeling held back by someone's actions
If only your eyes could see what my brain can think
Wishing for understanding beyond what's visible
It’s impossible, you’re not doing anyone any favors
Doubting someone's helpfulness or sincerity
So let’s just sit back and enjoy the view
Suggesting to appreciate the current situation
I wish for some peacefulness so I can spend all my time on an island
Longing for tranquility, desiring isolation
I want the ocean to drown all my dread so I can walk the earth being careless
Wanting to drown worries and live without care
I want to take all my time in writing some songs and making some progress
Aspirations for artistic progress and creativity
Don’t say it won’t happen, why you gotta put me down when I’m so nice to you
Challenging discouragement despite kindness
Cause you just slow me down but I won’t wait around
Feeling hindered but refusing to wait for improvement
If only you’d see yourself in a different light
Desiring self-reflection in a different perspective
It’s improbable, you’re not being anybody’s best friend
Doubting the possibility of genuine friendship
So let’s just sit back and enjoy the show
Suggesting passive observation of events
Scarlett please, you’ve been running around with your face chewed off
Expressing concern for someone's distress
With times like these, I’m emotional figuring out all the ways I can get better
Emotional turmoil amidst striving for self-improvement
What’s your mood have to do with me again?
Questioning the relevance of someone's mood
I wish you were infamous so I could find a better reason to hate you
Desire for a justified reason to dislike someone
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