Blood Money
Existential Turmoil: Unveiling the Human Struggle for Purpose
Lyrics
This is the prequel to the ghost of everything you're about to hear
This song precedes the main content, setting the stage for what follows.
Is it the end of everything I have convinced myself I've ever wanted
Questioning whether achieving one's desires marks the end or completion of everything pursued.
I have been waiting too long
Expressing impatience due to waiting excessively.
Letting myself stale in this unforgiving sun
Remaining stagnant and unchanged in an unforgiving environment.
I've got it now
Realizing or understanding something important.
I got a way out
Discovering a means of escape or resolution.
Is this longing
Questioning if the feeling is a deep desire or yearning.
Is it passion
Asking if the intense emotion is driven by passion.
Do you crave it
Wondering if someone else also intensely desires or craves it.
I gave myself this year to do the impossible
Allocating a year to accomplish the seemingly impossible.
Baby
Term of endearment used to address someone.
Do you need this do need this to go
Asking if the person needs to leave or move on from a situation.
Watch me dance
Symbolic reference to performing, showcasing abilities, or putting on a show.
I'll bleed for you
Expressing willingness to suffer or sacrifice for someone else.
Is this not why you listen
Questioning if the listener's reason for paying attention is related to this.
Tell me is this not why you care
Asking if the listener's caring is tied to these actions or sacrifices.
Pay me play me pay me
Desire for compensation or acknowledgment for efforts made.
Or leave me it's all the same
Indifference towards being paid or ignored, feeling it doesn't matter.
When you are going nowhere
Feeling directionless or without progress.
But why can't I stay right here
Questioning the inability to remain in a current state despite the lack of change for others.
It changes nothing for you
Stating that it doesn't make a difference for someone else even if it does for the speaker.
If it changes nothing for you
Reiterating that lack of change for the listener means no difference for the speaker.
I guess its all the same
Accepting that it's all the same despite personal feelings.
I guess its all the same
Reiterating acceptance of the situation despite personal desires.
The world is falling down around me
Feeling overwhelmed or in chaos while everything around collapses.
I guess it's all the same
Reiterating the feeling of indifference or apathy towards the chaos.
And now
Transitioning to a new thought or realization.
How can I be alright and all wrong
Questioning conflicting feelings of being fine and incorrect at the same time.
But every other thing I say
Realizing that most things said don't reflect the true intentions or feelings.
You never meant to say anyway
Belief that the other person never intended to say what they expressed.
I think you knew me when you met me but you didn't care
Feeling understood initially but disregarded by the other person.
And now you're upset
Observing the other person's current state of distress or agitation.
I think you'd say say that to me
Belief that the other person would utter such things to the speaker.
Am I doing this wrong
Self-doubt regarding the correctness of one's actions or approach.
Is this goodbye is it good bye or farewell until then
Questioning whether this is the end or a temporary farewell until later.
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