Lyrics
First things first, I want to speak to your God
Expressing a desire to communicate with a higher power or seek guidance from a divine entity.
And ask how I'm wrong
Questioning and seeking clarification on personal wrongs or mistakes.
I'm stuck in love with her facade
Feeling emotionally trapped by someone's deceptive appearance or behavior.
Handcuffed while she bleeds me out with her tongue
Metaphorically handcuffed or controlled by the person's words that drain or harm.
I have no friends
Expressing a lack of genuine friendships, surrounded by deceitful individuals.
Just some liars that can pull me through this
Acknowledging the presence of deceitful people who provide support in difficult times.
I work hard 'til my bones ache
Working diligently despite physical exhaustion or hardship.
She makes anger look effortless
Describing the ease with which the person induces anger, possibly a toxic relationship.
I carry her when she screams like a banshee in pain
Serving as emotional support during intense moments of distress, comparing screams to a banshee.
In the middle of the night
Participating in turbulent situations, represented by consuming lightning.
I consume the lightning
Describing the partner's controlling behavior through physical force.
She holds me down with her violence
The partner's violent actions are suffocating and overpowering.
And she sounds sweet like gunfire
Contrasting the destructive behavior with an alluring or deceptive sweetness.
Who does she want me to kill?
Pondering the destructive desires or requests of the partner.
My only lover was a fool for the fight
Reflecting on a past lover who enjoyed conflict or strife.
She torments me with no witness
Experiencing torment without any witnesses or external understanding.
And I can hear the silenced rain
Hearing the quiet pain or suffering that goes unnoticed.
She looks like her father when he screams like a banshee in pain
Noting similarities between the partner and her father's distressing behavior.
In the middle of the night
Repeating the cycle of chaos in the middle of the night.
I consume the dark skies
Engaging with the darkness metaphorically, facing challenging and bleak situations.
She holds all down with her violence
Being held down by the partner's violent actions, with an acknowledgment of her dominance.
And she's my queen 'til I die
Declaring the partner as a significant figure until death.
When who she wants me to kill is myself
Revealing the disturbing desire of the partner for self-harm or self-destruction.
And I cower in fear, all gone
Expressing fear and submission in the face of impending danger or harm.
And I cower 'til doom takes us all down
Continuing to cower in fear until an inevitable downfall.
In the middle of the night
Repeating the pattern of chaos and fear in the middle of the night.
I tremble in my bed
Trembling in bed, possibly indicating emotional or physical vulnerability.
She crawls and tears down my drywall
Describing a destructive force that destroys personal boundaries and emotional stability.
And she lives miles far away
Noting physical distance from the partner who still has a significant impact.
She'll cause the end of the world
Attributing apocalyptic consequences to the partner's actions and influence.
Love my doom
Acceptance or resignation toward the inevitable doom associated with love.
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