could never be me
Navigating the Depths: Avery Lynch's Reflection on Self-Comparison
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I am so tired of feeling so tired all the time
I am exhausted from constantly feeling fatigued.
And things get more heavy the longer you spend in your mind
The mental burden intensifies with prolonged introspection.
And after each night I wake up healing
Each morning brings a process of recovering and healing.
From all of the damage I did feeling
Reflecting on the emotional harm caused and experienced.
And I am so tired of feeling so much all the time
Expressing weariness from overwhelming emotions.
Lately I feel like I’ve changed
Perceiving a personal transformation or shift recently.
Like I’m guest appearing as me
Feeling like an observer in one's own life.
Cause she is a world of good things
Comparing oneself unfavorably to a version with positive qualities.
And that could never be me
Acknowledging an apparent disparity with the positive version.
I am so tired of watching the cars pass me by
Frustration with being an onlooker while life passes by.
And wondering what it would be like if I was inside
Contemplating the experience of being inside those passing cars.
Cause I spend too much of my days dreaming
Investing significant time in daydreaming about a different reality.
That if I got away things would be easy
Hoping for an easier life if distanced from the current situation.
And I am so tired of feeling this much all the time
Expressing continued fatigue from heightened emotional experiences.
Lately I feel like I’ve changed
Reiterating a sense of personal transformation.
Like I’m guest appearing as me
Feeling like a temporary or secondary version of oneself.
Cause she is a world of good things
Noticing positive qualities in another version of oneself.
And that could never be me
Emphasizing the perceived impossibility of embodying those qualities.
Lately I feel like I’ve changed
Repeating the sentiment of personal change.
Like I’m guest appearing as me
Continuing to feel like a temporary or secondary self.
Cause she is a world of good things
Reiterating positive qualities in another version of oneself.
And that could never be me
Emphasizing the perceived impossibility of embodying those qualities.
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