Lyrics
You pinned me down
You restrained me or held me down
When I had lost all control
When I had completely lost my ability to influence or manage things
You made me look at myself in the mirror
You forced me to confront my own reflection or inner self
I am alone in the house you’ve built
I feel isolated within the environment or situation you've created
Not knowing where to turn with the promise you’ve made to me
Uncertain where to go due to the commitment or assurance you gave me
Running in circles trying to find my way out of here
Feeling trapped or confused, attempting to escape or find a way out
I am the martyr with the broken home
I am the victim bearing the pain of a shattered family life
Lost, gone, diseased
Feeling lost, absent, corrupted
Fully out of control
Completely lacking control or regulation
I am your first worst nightmare
I am the first and most intense fear you have
And I am here to stay
I will persist despite everything
I dug my own grave
I've caused my own downfall or ruin
(Wasn’t enough for you)
(You) demanded more from me despite my efforts
You dug my grave for me
You've actively contributed to my downfall or demise
Save me, dear mother conceal me
Plea for protection and concealment from a caring figure, possibly the mother
I am the martyr with the broken home
I am the victim bearing the pain of a shattered family life
Lost, gone, diseased
Feeling lost, absent, corrupted
Fully out of control
Completely lacking control or regulation
I am your first worst nightmare
I am the first and most intense fear you have
And I am here to stay
I will persist despite everything
I am back
I have returned
Ive lost control but I am here to stay
Although I've lost control, I am determined to endure
And find my way back home
And rediscover my way back to where I belong
I am back
I have returned
Ive lost control but I am here to stay
Although I've lost control, I am determined to endure
I am back
I have returned
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