Lyrics
Been told a thousand lies
Received numerous false statements
And I believed them all
Believed all of the falsehoods
Doubled down on my mistakes
Repeated the errors
You know I like the pain it brought
Found comfort in the pain caused by mistakes
A path of destruction
Created a destructive path
Set in place, the damage begins
Initiated damage and consequences
My whole life a chain of regrets
Life filled with regrets
I always fucked up everything
Consistently messed up everything
I feel the loss
Experience the sorrow of loss
And caused you pain
Inflicted pain on someone else
No longer will I let myself just sink
Determined not to succumb to despair anymore
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Attempt to rebuild from a shattered life
Gave up on yourself so many times
Given up on self-recovery multiple times
Living life like there's no tomorrow
Living recklessly without concern for the future
Endless turns to misery
Continuous cycle of suffering
Cause all the good I've ever seen
All positive aspects shattered
Broke in half in front of me
Witnessed the destruction of goodness
I feel the loss
Feeling the pain of loss
And caused you pain
Caused pain to someone else
No longer will I drown myself in shame
Refusing to drown in shame any longer
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Attempting to mend a broken life
Gave up on yourself so many times
Repeatedly abandoned self-improvement
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Continuing efforts to rebuild a shattered life
Carry the weight of a thousand lies
Bearing the weight of numerous falsehoods
One thousand tears for one thousand cries
Countless tears shed for suffering
One thousand hopes forced down to die
Endless aspirations crushed
No fix can cure all the pain that I hide
Unable to hide the pain despite attempts to fix it
It's all fucked up, but this is my life
Acceptance of a chaotic life despite its dysfunction
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Continuing to rebuild from shattered circumstances
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