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Echoes of Redemption: Jarrod Allen's Soulful Journey Through Regret and Liberation
Lyrics
Sometimes you keep playing
Feeling stuck or trapped in a repetitive situation or relationship.
With me I don't know why and
Uncertainty about why the other person continues to engage or play games.
These days they get harder
Expressing the difficulty of the current period or circumstances.
I don't know what day it is
Feeling disoriented and detached, losing track of time.
You've been up and down
Describing the fluctuations in emotions or experiences.
I've been side to side
Personal ups and downs, possibly referring to a turbulent life.
Why do you keep trying
Questioning the persistence of the other person's efforts or actions.
To bother with me
Wondering why the other person is bothering or interacting.
Take your time, I'm not ready yet
Requesting patience as the speaker is not emotionally prepared.
You and I, had me out of it
Reflecting on a past relationship that caused distress.
If I'm gone, are you better yet
Questioning if the other person is better off without the speaker.
If I'm gone, I'm gone and that's all of it
Acknowledging acceptance of departure with finality.
Don't want to think about it
Expressing a desire to avoid contemplating the situation.
I did it wrong so many times
Admitting past mistakes and wrong choices.
Paying for my punishment
Enduring consequences and paying the price for previous actions.
Seeing stars from behind bars
Feeling confined and witnessing the consequences from a confined perspective.
Bloody money is all I wanted
Expressing a desire for material wealth, possibly for the wrong reasons.
Too many cards and credit lines
Regretting financial decisions and excessive credit use.
Wish I would have never done this
Expressing remorse for past actions and choices.
Here I am on the wrong side
Finding oneself in an undesirable or problematic situation.
Take your time, I'm not ready yet
Reiterating the need for the other person to be patient.
You and I, had me out of it
Recalling the impact of the past relationship on the speaker.
If I'm gone, are you better yet
Pondering if the other person's life has improved after the speaker's departure.
If I'm gone, I'm gone and that's all of it
Confirming the finality of the speaker's absence.
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