Lyrics
What would you say if I threw it all away
Contemplating the idea of abandoning everything
The life that I lead, could it be more surreal
Questioning if the current life is too unreal
Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality
Searching for meaning in the chaos of thoughts
I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity
Expressing fear of losing sanity
Awake again full of bloodstains on my hands
Awakening with a sense of guilt or remorse
I wonder where I have been, and whose death I have foreseen
Reflecting on unclear past actions and visions of death
Breaking my will with the purpose to kill all shreds of humanity
Intentionally destroying human qualities within
To lose the control of body and soul is my main anxiety
Feeling anxious about losing control over body and soul
Something's coming over me
Sensing a transformation or change
My reality slowly slipping away
Reality slipping away gradually
I just can't remember but can't seem to forget
Experiencing memory loss and difficulty in self-recognition
Who I am blacked out again
Identity lost during a blackout
Can't longer say what is real and what is a dream
Unable to distinguish between reality and dreams
The demon is rising up from far deep down within
A metaphorical demon emerging from deep within
Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality
Continuing the search for a sense of reality in thoughts
I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity
Reiterating the fear of losing sanity
Something's coming over me
Feeling another transformative force
My reality slowly slipping away
Reality slipping away persistently
I just can't remember but can't seem to forget
Struggling with memory, caught between remembering and forgetting
Who I am blacked out again
Identity lost in another blackout
I have fallen into the depths of sin
Falling into a state of moral wrongdoing
Where humanity ends and pain begins
Reaching a point where pain overshadows humanity
Breaking free from this torment I must do
Expressing the need to break free from torment
If I told you my secret, oh would you believe it's true
Pondering on the credibility of a secret if revealed
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