Clones
Battling Clones: A Midnight Odyssey of Self-Discovery
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It's 3 am, and I'm still facing a blank page
Struggling with creativity late at night, faced with a blank page.
Brain dead and I need more dope
Feeling mentally exhausted and seeking inspiration or motivation.
I'm laying outside staring at the sky
Contemplating life outdoors, looking at the sky for inspiration.
Trying to blend it all
Attempting to merge or harmonize various elements.
There are still clones in my sight
Not able to escape the influence or presence of imitators.
Been brainstorming and creating a mood board
Engaged in creative processes, compiling ideas visually.
The process fucked and the mood swings, bored
Frustrated by a challenging creative process and mood swings.
Never-ending revisions that I didn't wish for
Caught in a cycle of endless revisions not desired.
How perfect that I've tried
Acknowledging the difficulty of achieving perfection.
Been doing according to your direction
Following instructions but facing challenges in the process.
It comes up another rev
Continual revisions and improvements with each attempt.
Years for years patching wounds was the only battlefield
Life has been a prolonged struggle, with emotional wounds being the battlefield.
Pretending that I'm a God, It's only a metaphor
Using the metaphor of being a god as a form of pretense.
Thousand layers I've been trying to mask and blend it all
Trying to hide numerous layers of complexity.
There are still clones in my sight
Continued presence of imitators despite efforts to conceal.
Start over from the scratch
Deciding to start anew, possibly from the beginning.
No matter how many patches I need to add
Accepting the need for multiple adjustments or fixes.
There are still clones in my sight
Imitators still present despite ongoing efforts.
There are voices in my head
Dealing with conflicting thoughts or influences.
There been a monster inside me
Struggling with inner demons or personal challenges.
For the past decade
Referencing a decade-long struggle with internal issues.
Since it's blended
Since achieving a state of balance or integration.
And I found a new home
Discovering a new sense of belonging or stability.
Bad memories come again,
Revisiting negative memories and experiences.
And comes again, It comes again
Repetition of negative experiences haunting the mind.
Sometimes I moved on
Moving forward at times, leaving the past behind.
Sometimes I can't grow up
Struggling with personal growth due to lingering issues.
Coz they are still in my mind
The presence of imitators still affecting the mindset.
God please, I want relief
Seeking relief from the challenges and burdens.
Cure is really painful
Acknowledging that healing can be a painful process.
It's 3 am, and I'm still facing a blank page
Similar to the opening, facing creative challenges late at night.
Brain dead and I need more dope
Reiteration of mental exhaustion and the need for inspiration.
I'm laying outside staring at the sky
Revisiting the contemplation of life under the night sky.
Trying to blend it all
Continuing the struggle to harmonize various elements.
There are still clones in my sight
The persistent presence of imitators despite efforts to blend and conceal.
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