more than i know
Embracing Change: A Journey of Self-Acceptance Through Lyrics
Lyrics
I'm in love with who my therapist says I am
I find value in the perception of myself as described by my therapist.
I wish that 50 minutes was a year
I yearn for a longer duration of therapy, wishing for more time for self-reflection.
Trying not to let it go in and out one ear
I'm trying to retain and not dismiss the insights provided during therapy.
I know it's all probably true
I acknowledge that the insights from therapy are likely accurate.
I'm picking up the pieces of a person
I'm reconstructing myself, picking up the fragments of my identity.
I once knew
I am rediscovering a version of myself that I once knew.
And it's all pretty hard to do
The process of self-reconstruction is challenging.
Mmm
(Possibly a vocal expression indicating contemplation or emotional resonance.)
I've gained 20 pounds and I feel like myself again
I've gained weight, and it has contributed to feeling more authentic.
Conquering the biggest fear I had when I was 10
I've overcome a significant fear that haunted me since childhood.
Wrote down everything I ate
I meticulously recorded my dietary intake.
Maybe if I'd used a smaller plate I
Suggesting regret about portion control, possibly impacting self-image.
Wouldn't hate who I saw in the mirror
Using a smaller plate might have led to a more positive self-perception.
I prayed to God every day
I regularly sought guidance from a higher power, possibly struggling with self-acceptance.
Asking why he made me fat
Expressing frustration or confusion about body image and weight.
As if it's a sin to even be like that
Reflecting on societal judgment and stigma associated with being overweight.
Mmm
(Possibly a vocal expression indicating contemplation or emotional resonance.)
Well I'm changing
Undergoing a transformative process, evolving as an individual.
More than I know
Experiencing personal growth beyond one's awareness.
Finally acceptance
Finally achieving self-acceptance, embracing oneself.
I'm scared of being alone
Expressing fear and discomfort about the prospect of being alone.
One day I'll look up
Anticipating a future where I find a sense of belonging or comfort.
And I'll see my home
Looking forward to discovering a place or state of belonging.
But for now my 50 minutes is up
Signifying the end of the therapeutic session, indicating the need to leave.
I gotta go
Expressing the necessity to conclude the current session.
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