Lyrics
I know this time I blew it
I acknowledge that I made a mistake this time.
That god-awful sound of that god-awful door
The unpleasant sound of a door closing emphatically.
Slamming as you left
The emotional impact lingers as you departed.
The feeling remains, and I'm going insane
The intense emotion persists, and it's affecting my mental state.
I guess this is next
I anticipate what will happen next.
I know what's next
I am aware of the forthcoming events.
You're, you're gonna break my heart
You are going to hurt me emotionally.
You're, you're gonna break my heart
Reiteration of the anticipation of emotional pain.
I can see right through your spark
I can perceive your true intentions or emotions.
Cause you're, you're gonna break my heart
Emphasizing the expectation of heartbreak.
The room is dark, but my eyes are open
Despite the darkness, I remain vigilant and observant.
I thought you'd be back by now
I expected your return by now.
Why won't you visit?
Questioning the absence, pleading for a visit in dreams.
Dreams, why won't you visit?
Expressing a desire for dreams to provide solace.
Help me escape, please
Seeking help and escape from the current situation.
But where is he?
Questioning the whereabouts of the person.
Where did he go?
Expressing confusion about the person's disappearance.
Why isn't he back?
Wondering why the person has not returned.
The glass he shattered is still on the floor
Physical evidence of the emotional turmoil.
And I fantasize about walking over it
Fantasizing about embracing the pain caused.
Bleeding all over the damage he's done
Expressing a desire for the person to witness suffering.
I want him to see my suffering
Wanting the person to acknowledge and understand the pain.
To feel it
Desire for the person to feel the suffering.
So why aren't you back?
Reiterating the absence and questioning it.
Are you still angry?
Asking if the person is still upset or angry.
Please, come back
Pleading for the person to return.
You're, you're gonna break my heart
Anticipating emotional pain once again.
You're, you're gonna break my heart
Reiteration of the expectation of heartbreak.
I can see right through your spark
Seeing through the person's facade or emotions.
Cause you're, you're gonna break my heart
Expecting the person to cause emotional pain.
Was it not just a dream?
Questioning the reality of past experiences.
How did I wake up to your eyes facing mine?
Confusion about waking up to a significant other's presence.
Why are you giving me advice for when you leave?
Wondering why advice is given when departure is imminent.
You're just waiting for me to be well enough to take it
Suspecting ulterior motives behind advice.
I hope Morpheus has mercy on me next time
Hoping for mercy from Morpheus in dreams or reality.
I can no longer fake it
Revealing the inability to pretend or conceal emotions.
Cause what he showed me seemed barely like a favor
Doubting the sincerity of what was revealed.
I was bathing in the pool of your smell
Describing an intimate and intense connection.
Down in the depths of hell
Symbolic reference to a difficult or painful experience.
And he showed me a truth not many know well
Learning a harsh truth, possibly about the person.
Psyche was doomed, Cupid never came to save her
Referencing a tragic love story (Psyche and Cupid).
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