Lyrics
I've been gagged by my own tongue
I feel restrained and unable to speak freely due to my own words or actions.
Nostalgia is a sickness
Nostalgia, the longing for the past, is portrayed as a negative and harmful emotion.
Happiness never seems to last for me
Despite moments of happiness, it's fleeting and doesn't endure in my life.
Bound by my own veins
I'm entangled or restricted by my own family ties or personal history.
Dragged by my own chains
I'm being dragged down by the burdens or responsibilities I've imposed on myself.
One hundred days of torture
Enduring a prolonged period of extreme suffering or pain.
I'm tied to things I wish I did not know
I'm connected to information or experiences that I'd prefer not to be aware of.
It's so hard to leave when you can't let go
Leaving a situation is difficult when one is emotionally attached and unable to release.
My life is a nightmare and I know it's all my fault
I acknowledge that my life is a living nightmare, and I attribute it to my own actions.
My life is a nightmare and It's all my fault
Reiteration of the acknowledgment that the speaker's life is a nightmare and takes responsibility.
Love and lust I'm here for the worst
Expressing a willingness to endure the negative aspects of love and lust.
Pain and pleasure is a lovers remorse
Pain and pleasure in love are seen as regretful experiences for a lover.
Pain and pleasure
Repetition emphasizing the duality of pain and pleasure in a romantic context.
Pain and pleasure is a lovers remorse
Reiteration of the idea that pain and pleasure in love lead to regret for a lover.
I've been buried by my own dreams
Feeling overwhelmed or defeated by one's own aspirations or ambitions.
Life is never as good as it seems
Life doesn't live up to the expectations; it's not as positive as it appears.
Bound by my own veins
Reiterating the feeling of being restricted or hindered by personal history or family ties.
Dragged by my owns chains
Continuing to be weighed down by self-imposed burdens or responsibilities.
One hundred days of torture
Enduring an extended period of intense suffering or pain, possibly with a sense of repetition.
One hundred knives to swallow
Highlighting a multitude of ways or experiences that could be harmful, emphasizing the severity of the situation.
One hundred ways to kill me but you left me with myself
Despite numerous ways to harm or be harmed by others, the speaker is left to confront their own self.
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