Lyrics
There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,
Internal conflict with a voice suggesting reasons to hate someone.
But I hate myself instead.
Preferential self-hatred over hating the mentioned person.
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me.
Recognition of lifeless and empty eyes in the mirror.
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly.
Acknowledgment of living a purposeless and unfulfilling life.
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
Physical scars on palms and knees, possibly from crawling.
I guess that's what I should get for crawling back at your feet.
The consequence of returning submissively to someone.
And now I'm feeling so down, that there's no God above.
Feeling extremely low, questioning the existence of God.
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up.
No compassion for a deeply troubled soul.
There's a pain in my chest growing stronger with every heartbeat.
Intense chest pain increasing with each heartbeat.
Now there's nothing left of me,
A sense of personal loss or destruction.
but empty bottles of pills and Bacardi.
Self-destructive behavior involving pills and alcohol.
Yes, I guess its wrong to live right.
Reflection on the perceived wrongness of living a morally upright life.
Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
Reiteration of physical scars from submitting to someone.
I guess that's what I should get for crawling back at your feet.
The consequence of returning submissively to someone, repeated.
And now I'm feeling so down, that there's no God above.
Reiterating a profound sense of despair and abandonment by God.
No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up.
Emphasizing the lack of mercy for a deeply troubled soul, repeated.
Leave me here to die
An expression of a desire for abandonment or demise.
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