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There's no constants
There is no stability or consistent factors in my life.
Money, flaunt it
I have money, and I like to show it off.
Drugs I sell it
I engage in the sale of drugs.
I'm fuckin hell bent
I am intensely determined or committed, possibly to destructive behavior.
Wake up every day and I still feel numb
Every day, I wake up feeling emotionally detached or indifferent.
Bleeding from my arms, wonder where it's from
I am physically harmed, bleeding from my arms, and uncertain about the cause.
When I look into the mirror it's not clear
When I look at myself in the mirror, my identity is unclear.
Who I am and who I've always seemed to fear
I struggle to understand who I am and fear the person I appear to be.
Baby take my hand let's just run away,
I invite someone, possibly a partner, to run away with me.
Before my face fades and I disappear
I express a desire to escape before I lose my identity completely.
Knife in my back, had a heart attack
I feel betrayed, symbolized by a knife in my back, and have experienced a significant emotional shock.
Smokin 20 sacks, till my visions black
I cope with my emotions by smoking a large quantity of marijuana until my vision is impaired.
The tears fall down but I'm still breathing,
Despite experiencing emotional pain, I am still alive and breathing.
wonder when I'll finally stop bleeding
I wonder when my emotional wounds will finally heal.
You missed the point
I feel misunderstood, and the true significance of my situation is overlooked.
you fucking missed the meaning
Expressing frustration at someone for not grasping the deeper meaning of the situation.
It hurt when u said a was an addict
I was hurt when someone accused me of being an addict.
But ur the hardest thing for me to quit
Despite the accusation, the most challenging thing for me to quit is the person making the accusation.
can't go out when its bright
I avoid going out during daylight hours, preferring the nightlife.
yeah so I live the nite life
My lifestyle revolves around activities and experiences during the night.
Ghost the smoke, girl don't choke
I disappear like smoke, and I caution someone not to suffocate on their emotions.
Your heart broke, or it's ice cold
The person's heart is either broken or emotionally cold.
csh the blunt in it just like its snow
I consume a blunt (marijuana) as if it were snow, and I disregard a voicemail, choosing to "go ghost."
Delete the voicemail, yeah I'm going ghost
I choose to ignore a voicemail message and disconnect from communication.
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