Lyrics
Didn't know what I was getting myself into
Expressing ignorance about the consequences of getting involved in a situation.
Didn't know that I would go from love to hating you
Unexpectedly transitioning from love to hatred in the relationship.
I wanted to believe in everything that we were gunna do
Desire to believe in the positive aspects of the relationship and its potential.
Didn't know that we would end up with our hearts in two
Realization that the relationship has led to both parties having broken hearts.
I told myself today
Setting a resolution or intention for change.
I'd change my ways
Expressing an intention to change one's behavior.
But I've been busy kissing boys
Confessing engagement in romantic relationships with multiple partners.
And I've been treating them like toys
Treating romantic partners casually or insincerely.
When all I really want is you
Expressing a genuine desire for a specific person despite engaging with others.
I close my eyes to fool myself
Using self-deception, closing eyes to avoid facing reality.
Never thought that I would end up with a broken heart
Experiencing unexpected heartbreak from someone believed to be everything.
From someone that I thought was my everything and my all
Reflecting on the emotional impact of a broken heart and lost love.
Never think that I can give away my heart again
Expressing reluctance or fear of giving away one's heart again.
Love is only tearing me apart and I don't think that I will ever mend
Feeling that love is causing emotional pain, and healing seems unlikely.
I told myself today
Reiterating the intention to change one's ways.
I'd change my ways
Renewing the commitment to personal change.
But I've been busy kissing boys
Continuing to engage in casual relationships despite resolutions.
And I've been treating them like toys
Indicating a lack of sincerity or depth in relationships.
When all I really want is you
Reiterating the desire for a specific person despite other involvements.
I close my eyes to fool myself
Using self-deception as a coping mechanism, avoiding the reality of the situation.
I'm the only one, getting hurt in this situation
Acknowledging personal hurt in the current relationship dynamic.
I'm the only one, in my head like I'm on vacation
Feeling emotionally detached or distracted as if on vacation.
I'm the only one, getting hurt in this situation
Reiterating the personal pain in the relationship.
I'm the only one, in my head like I'm on vacation
Continuing to feel mentally distant or distracted.
But I've been busy kissing boys
Persisting in casual relationships despite personal emotional turmoil.
And I've been treating them like toys
Continuing to treat romantic partners casually or without genuine commitment.
When all I really want is you
Reiterating the desire for a specific person despite ongoing casual involvements.
I close my eyes to fool myself
Continuing the use of self-deception to avoid facing the reality of the situation.
But I've been busy kissing boys
Persisting in casual relationships, possibly due to a reluctance to change.
And I've been treating them like toys
Continuing to treat romantic partners casually, potentially as a coping mechanism.
When all I really want is you
Reiterating the genuine desire for a specific person despite ongoing patterns.
I close my eyes to fool myself
Continuing to use self-deception to maintain a false sense of security or satisfaction.
I close my eyes to fool myself
Emphasizing the use of self-deception as a means of coping or denial.
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