Dopamine
Unraveling Emotions: Bea Bitter's Melancholic Reflections in 'Dopamine'
Lyrics
I stopped leaving all the lights on
I have stopped leaving all the lights on.
I stopped locking all the doors
I have stopped locking all the doors.
I live in fields of unclaimed bodies
I exist in areas with unclaimed bodies.
Not inclined to anymore
I am no longer inclined to do so.
I think I shouldn't have to tell you
I believe I shouldn't need to explicitly state certain things.
Lots of things you make me say
There are things you make me say.
I think that I'm not gonna name them
I choose not to specify them.
I think that you should go away
I think you should leave or distance yourself.
One day I woke up in your bedroom
One day I woke up in your bedroom.
You had torn up all the sheets, that's when
You had torn up all the sheets at that moment.
I realized what I'd done to you
I realized the impact of what I had done to you.
And you had done to me
You had also affected me in return.
I think the years bit at my ankles
Years have taken a toll on us, biting at our ankles.
But domesticated us
We've become domesticated despite the challenges.
And now I'm bleeding in your bathroom
I'm bleeding in your bathroom without understanding the cause.
And I don't know what it's from
The source of my pain is unknown.
Since when did everybody know
When did everyone learn how to make me cry?
Exactly how to make me cry
I used to avoid such emotional responses, and now I question why.
I used to never do that sort of thing
There is a dopamine addiction among my friends.
And now I wonder why
It makes them enjoyable at social gatherings, but it saddens me when I'm alone.
I think this dopamine addiction
Perhaps this addiction is affecting my happiness.
That my friends all seem to have
My friends' dopamine addiction can make them lively at parties.
Can make them really fun at parties
But when I'm at home, it brings me sadness.
But when I'm home it makes me sad
Maybe it's because they found companionship elsewhere.
Maybe that's because
There's a possibility that...
They went home with someone
They found someone else.
And good for them
Good for them; I hope they find satisfaction.
I hope they get their hit
However, you're still absent from my life.
But you're still gone these days
You've been missing these days.
Turns out when you say
Expressing feelings can make them real, and...
What you feel it makes it real
People might leave permanently.
And people leave for good
When you vocalize your emotions, it can lead to permanent departures.
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