Lyrics
Stuck in my thoughts about the things we could do differently
Reflecting on potential changes in the past and contemplating different choices.
Next time, if there's a next time baby
Expressing hope for another chance in the future.
I don't cry because the west side made me
Not crying due to personal toughness developed in the west side.
I only fucked her cause you been changing
Engaging in a relationship with someone else as a reaction to the partner's changes.
Her pain was my pain but my pain was no ones
Feeling shared pain, but acknowledging personal pain is unique.
I been working my life away to get you what you want
Working hard to fulfill the partner's desires and needs.
Aye my lil cousin just called me he don't trust his mom
Receiving a call from a cousin who distrusts their mother.
Asked me to talk to the lawyer
Being asked to talk to a lawyer, possibly related to legal issues.
Asked me for the bond
Being requested for financial assistance for bail.
Told em I'll do everything that I can by tomorrow
Committing to help with the situation as much as possible by the next day.
I know y'all see me blowing up I got a regular job
Mentioning having a regular job despite gaining popularity.
And I got my own problems
Having personal problems while dealing with newfound success.
Nigga I can't even solve em
Struggling to solve personal issues.
And my girl don't want me back
Expressing the difficulty of getting back with an ex-girlfriend.
It ain't been nobody calling
Not receiving calls from anyone.
Wonder why she changed her mind
Questioning the reasons for the partner's change of mind.
Wonder when I'll stop thinking bout it
Contemplating when thoughts about the relationship will fade.
How is this so easy for you
Expressing disbelief at the ease with which the partner moved on.
Wondering who you got around you
Wondering about the people surrounding the ex-partner.
He probably taller then me
Assuming qualities of the new person the partner is with.
You probably make time for him
Speculating that the new person receives more attention.
He probably all that you need
Believing that the new person fulfills all the partner's needs.
You really all that I want
Expressing a desire for the ex-partner.
I wonder how you can sleep
Wondering how the ex-partner can sleep easily.
How all this shit end with nothing
Reflecting on a relationship that ended with nothing.
I let you slow down my dreams
Regretting allowing the ex-partner to hinder personal dreams.
You don't even like how I sing
Not feeling appreciated for one's singing abilities.
Never made me feel like I won
Not feeling victorious or successful in the relationship.
You put to much above me
Feeling undervalued compared to what the partner prioritizes.
I showed you love on E
Expressing love despite feeling unreciprocated.
You made me feel like I'm dumb
Feeling belittled and unintelligent in the relationship.
You still my best friend pb
Referring to the ex-partner as a best friend.
Every time we get back together it's always better baby come and see me
Expressing that reuniting with the partner improves the relationship.
Do you believe me
Asking if the partner believes in the sincerity of the speaker.
I'm proud of you I love the fact you don't need me
Expressing pride in the partner's independence and not needing the speaker.
Don't fuck nobody else if you ain't gon' leave me for ever
Pleading for exclusivity if the partner decides to return.
I know you laughing and telling people you don't like my music
Aware that the partner may dislike the speaker's music and finding it amusing.
How cringe is it that I can't sleep and I feel stupid
Feeling uneasy and unable to sleep, possibly due to emotional distress.
I gave you the power to hurt me I can't believe you used it
Realizing vulnerability and regretting giving the partner the power to hurt.
I'm just the kid you met at the gym but what I go through you clueless
Describing oneself as just a person met at the gym, highlighting the partner's lack of understanding of personal struggles.
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