bad luck
Lost in Bad Luck: Evan Cassidy's Raw Reflection on Love and Pain
Lyrics
They all say they love me but don't wanna talk
Perceived love from others, but a lack of genuine communication.
Always hurt myself don't know how to stop
Continuous self-infliction of emotional pain with a struggle to stop.
They just wanna walk with me cause i got a shot
People's interest in the persona due to their success or opportunities.
Yeah im pretty and im making money why would you not
Expressing attractiveness and financial success, questioning why someone wouldn't love them.
She like wearing Prada, aint that what the devil wear
Referencing luxury (Prada) and questioning the sincerity of love.
You said that you love me I was unaware
Unawareness of someone's love, perhaps due to deception.
I would take a bullet for you
Expressing willingness to sacrifice for someone.
Cause i would be the one thats shooting it too
Expressing a willingness to be both the victim and perpetrator.
You dont love me at all
Doubting the authenticity of love from a specific person.
You're the reason I listen to sad songs
Linking sadness to the actions of a particular person.
Maybe I should try to just back off
Contemplating the idea of distancing oneself.
I lost my mind, blame it on bad luck
Attributing mental distress to bad luck.
There's a fight inside of me yeah yeah
Internal conflict or struggle within the person.
Not the same guy that I was last year
Noticing personal growth or change over time.
Why do they lie to me yeah yeah
Questioning the honesty of others.
There's a lot of things in this world that I fear
Expressing fears about various aspects of the world.
Need to slow down
Recognizing the need to slow down from intense experiences.
From the fast highs
Referencing the need to avoid extreme highs.
Cant get myself straight
Struggling to find direction or purpose.
I need to act right
Realization of the need to behave correctly.
I got pain in my eyes
Expressing emotional pain through the eyes.
Heartbreak in my life
Acknowledging heartbreak in the past.
I still call my ex girl tell her come stay the night
Maintaining a connection with a past relationship.
I love a cold heart
Attraction to emotionally distant individuals.
Thats what im attracted to
Acknowledging personal preferences despite negative outcomes.
Guess I do it to myself but I don't make the rules
Acceptance of personal responsibility without control over external rules.
So I drink myself to death until I act a fool
Resorting to self-destructive behavior through excessive drinking.
Then you try to use me cause im into you
Being taken advantage of due to vulnerability.
I've been on my own for my whole life
Long-term independence without parental guidance.
Without parental guidance
Reflecting on a lack of parental influence.
Never learned how to love
Struggling to learn how to love.
But I could say im trying
Expressing an effort to change and learn.
Always go for the ones that are the worst for me
Choosing relationships that are harmful.
Cigarette holes through my hoodie burning me
Physical and emotional damage from past relationships.
I can't love again do not trust nobody not at all
Lack of trust and unwillingness to love again.
Cause when you had a problem I was the person that you would call
Being a reliable support for someone in the past.
You just act like you love me
Perceived false expressions of love.
Nah fuck that baby you don't love me
Rejecting false love and expressing frustration.
You dont love me at all
Reiterating doubt about genuine love from a specific person.
You're the reason I listen to sad songs
Linking sadness to the actions of a particular person (repeated).
Maybe I should try to just back off
Contemplating the idea of distancing oneself (repeated).
I lost my mind, blame it on bad luck
Attributing mental distress to bad luck (repeated).
There's a fight inside of me yeah yeah
Internal conflict or struggle within the person (repeated).
Not the same guy that I was last year
Noticing personal growth or change over time (repeated).
Why do they lie to me yeah yeah
Questioning the honesty of others (repeated).
There's a lot of things in this world that I fear
Expressing fears about various aspects of the world (repeated).
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