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Searching Within: Beauty Steps Unveils Life's Pursuit in 'pm'
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Twenty six
Reflecting on the age of twenty-six, a point in life.
I've been chasing kicks and feelins
Pursuing thrills and emotions.
Becoming who I'm bound to be
Embracing one's destined identity.
All my life
A lifetime of experiences.
They tell me I've been searching for something
Others claim the search for something innate.
That's always been inside of me
Self-discovery realizing the sought-after is within.
And if I'd relax I'd see
Noticing that relaxation may reveal more.
But I'm not sure what that's gotta do with You
Uncertain about the connection with a higher power.
As far as I can see
Perception limited, seeking broader understanding.
Isn't far enough for me
Current perspective falls short of personal expectations.
Who am I
Contemplating personal identity and purpose.
To question and ponder all that's outside my control?
Puzzled by external factors beyond control.
I struggle to feel whole
Struggling to achieve inner completeness.
Suicide
Reflection on thoughts of suicide.
I think about it constantly, and I'm so afraid I might
Fearful of succumbing to such thoughts.
But I'm still afraid to die
Acknowledging fear of death despite contemplation.
But I'm not sure what that's gotta do with You
Uncertain about the connection with a higher power.
As far as I can see
Perception limited, seeking broader understanding.
As far as I can see
Current perspective falls short of personal expectations.
Isn't far enough for me
Inadequacy of the current understanding.
Unfortunately
An unfortunate realization.
Don't deceive with belief
Caution against deception through blind faith.
Knowledge comes with death's release
Embracing knowledge that comes with facing mortality.
If You leave
The impact of a departure on personal growth.
I can't promise I will be
Uncertainty about maintaining one's essence during absence.
The same man I am when You return
The potential transformation in the absence of a significant other.
When You leave
The anticipation of waiting while knowing the departure may be permanent.
A fool I'll be waiting while knowing
Acceptance of being a fool in anticipation.
You ain't gonna return
Realization that the return might not happen.
As far as I can see
Perception limited, seeking broader understanding.
As far as I can see
Current perspective falls short of personal expectations.
Isn't far enough for me
Inadequacy of the current understanding.
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