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Old enough to know better
Experienced enough to make wiser choices
Too young to core
Young and immature
Bent on self destruction
Inclined towards self-destructive behavior
Goin' nowhere
Leading a directionless life
If I had a reason
Lacking a purpose or motivation
I could make it work for me
If there was a reason, it could be utilized positively
If I had an answer
Searching for answers
I wouldn't be so hard to see
Difficult to understand or perceive
I'm feelin' just the same
Experiencing similar emotions
I'm feelin' just no pain
No emotional pain
I'm not goin' down the drain
Resisting a downward spiral
Make my own decisions
Asserting independence in decision-making
Just go away
Desire for solitude or distance
Take the consequences
Accepting the repercussions of actions
Just not today
Postponing consequences
Got enough reasons
Having sufficient justifications
Still not workin' for me
Justifications not leading to positive outcomes
Got enough answers
Possessing answers but still unclear
Still so hard to see
Difficulty in finding clarity
Somethin' is confusin' me
Experiencing confusion
Somethin' is abusin' me
Feeling mistreated or exploited
Somethin' is refusin' me. life
Life is rejecting or denying something
Let me live.I want to give
Wishing to live and contribute positively
I've been through hell and back
Endured challenging experiences
So many times before
Repeatedly faced difficulties
Take me there
Yearning for a different, better place
I don't care where
Indifferent about the destination
And show me why
Seeking reasons for existence
There's nothin' to die for too.
Questioning the value of anything worth dying for
Old enough to know better
Experienced but resistant to change
Too dead to change
Unable to change due to being emotionally numb
Went in with a full deck
Started with a complete set of resources
Goin' out deranged
Ending up mentally disturbed or unhinged
Thought I had a reason
Believed in a purpose, but efforts failed
Tried, it didn't work for me
Attempts to find a reason were unsuccessful
I had all the answers
Had answers but remained oblivious
I was too blind to see
Blind to the truth or reality
Mirror man in my eye
Seeing a distorted reflection of oneself
Mirror man make you cry
Distorted reflection induces sadness
Mirror man make you die.
Distorted reflection leads to emotional death
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