Lyrics
I'm taking all mistakes I committed
I acknowledge and take responsibility for all the mistakes I've made.
And digging in my dreams
I am delving deep into my subconscious or aspirations.
Lonely watching my collections of unregretted sins
I am alone, reflecting on my collection of sins that I do not regret.
I'm not the lonely type but friends keeps to disappear
Despite not being naturally inclined towards loneliness, my friends keep disappearing from my life.
I wonder how many will be with me when the end comes near
I ponder how many people will stand by me as the end of life approaches.
I wipe my eyes
I clear my tears.
I look inside
I introspect deeply.
I say I will do better
I express the intention to improve myself.
But I can't get away of the fetter
However, I find it challenging to break free from my constraints.
I hope someone find out the meaning of my pain
I wish for someone to understand the depth of my suffering.
“Do what thou wilt”, the will should be greater than fate
The idea that one's own willpower should be stronger than the influence of destiny.
So far, beaten down by life's conformity, I am looking in you for someone who will stay when it’s time to leave.
I've been worn down by conforming to life's expectations and seek someone who will stay with me during difficult times.
I keep comparing the lives I might have lived
I constantly compare the different paths my life could have taken.
People say: "you're so young and bright", but i still feel like shit
Despite external praise, I still feel terrible about myself.
Stuck in my own rituals they were supposed to improve myself but better version for myself is not something you used to see
I'm stuck in self-imposed routines intended for self-improvement, but the better version of myself is not recognizable to others.
I waste my time
I'm wasting my time.
Time becomes life
Time is essential and defines life.
Life becomes past
Life turns into the past as time progresses.
And I can't turn back
Regretfully, I cannot reverse the course of events.
Don't hope someone find out the meaning of your pain
I advise against expecting others to understand one's pain.
“Do what thou wilt”, the will should be greater than fate
The belief that personal willpower should triumph over fate.
So far, beaten down by life's conformity, I am looking in you for someone who will stay when it’s time to leave.
I've been worn down by conformity and seek someone who will remain steadfast during difficult times.
So far away
Feeling distant or removed from something significant.
I still believe I can find for myself
Still holding onto the belief that I can discover something meaningful for myself.
So far away
Emphasizing the sense of distance or separation.
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