Imprisoned Freedom
Journey Through Forgotten Hues: Imprisoned Freedom by Bedhead Badhead
Lyrics
My goddess is cold
Expresses a feeling of distance or detachment from a revered figure or ideal
She forgot about me when I got old
Feeling abandoned or forgotten as age advances
And never came back
A sense of permanent absence or abandonment
Now inside I can't see the colors that I used to have
Loss of vibrancy or joy, inability to perceive life's richness
I search for handouts in other sources
Seeking help or support from unreliable or unethical sources
Dishonest sources that corrupt me to the bone
Engaging with corrupting influences that fundamentally change one's character
Now I'm prone to fall
Vulnerability to failure or collapse
I feel the lightness swaying backwards and fowards
Feeling unstable or unsteady while remaining motionless
While I stand still
A contrast between personal stagnation and external movement or change
My light is faded, her scent is missing
A sense of losing one's own identity or essence
In the dark we face the crowd
Facing challenges or difficulties without support
Head stoned by the sunlight
Feeling overwhelmed or incapacitated by brightness or harsh reality
Find the way back leaning on my own spine
Finding one's own path or direction without external help
Where's she now that I've drowned
Feeling abandoned despite personal struggle or hardship
With wine pouring out and suffocating my dry mouth
An internal drowning or suffocation due to personal struggles
I've been dominated by fear
Overwhelmed and controlled by fear
And now I'm stuck and corroded in this same old place
Stuck and deteriorating in a familiar, stagnant situation
Yeah I asked to leave
Desire or plea to escape from the current situation
But my pleadings and prayers are never heard or praised
Feeling unheard or unrecognized despite requesting help
Comfortably I have to be someone else
Forced to adopt a false persona or identity due to circumstances
Someone confined to imprisoned freedom
Trapped in a paradoxical state of limited freedom
I need the ropes to fade
Desire for constraints or limitations to disappear
I smell midnights sitting in my porch
Awareness of loneliness or longing during quiet moments
Missing her laugh on my chest
Yearning for the presence or intimacy of the missing figure
I wait for the thunder to meet the storm
Anticipating or awaiting a significant change or upheaval
While I lay down to rest
Seeking rest or respite amidst turbulent emotions or situations
Head stoned by the sunlight
Repeated feeling of being overwhelmed by reality or brightness
Find the way back leaning on my own spine
Reaffirming the self-reliance and quest for direction without external aid
Where's she now that I've drowned
Reiterating the sense of abandonment despite personal struggle
With wine pouring out and suffocating my dry mouth
Continued suffocation or internal struggle amidst personal hardship
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