Lyrics
I shut the blinds and lie in bed
I close the window coverings and lie in bed
Pull the covers over my head
I cover myself with blankets
Try to fall asleep cause if I just don’t think I might find some peace and quiet
I attempt to sleep, hoping that avoiding thoughts will bring peace and quiet
And silence my internal riot
Trying to calm the inner turmoil and chaos
But what’s the point of waking up?
Questioning the purpose of waking up
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending everything is fine while recognizing the facade
Another day I face alone
Facing another day in solitude
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway
Pretending normalcy but feeling like an outcast
I’m claustrophobic, but so out of touch
Experiencing claustrophobia but disconnected from reality
I can never focus, yet I think too much
Struggling with focus and excessive thinking
Looking in the mirror, think I might be getting slimmer, but I can’t bring myself to eat
Self-perception in the mirror, contemplating weight loss but facing eating difficulties
Try to fall asleep cause if I just don’t think I might find some peace and quiet
Attempting to sleep to find inner calm
And silence my internal riot
Seeking to silence internal chaos
But what’s the point of waking up?
Questioning the purpose of waking up (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending normalcy despite the apparent falseness
Another day I face alone
Facing another day in isolation (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway
Pretending normalcy but feeling like an outcast (repeated)
Caught in the cycle
Caught in a repetitive and challenging cycle
I’m screaming for help though
Desperately calling for assistance without being noticed
But no one notices you in the undertow
Being unnoticed in a difficult situation
But what’s the point of waking up?
Questioning the purpose of waking up (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending normalcy despite the apparent falseness (repeated)
Another night without a home
Facing another night without a sense of belonging
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway
Pretending normalcy but feeling like an outcast (repeated)
But what’s the point of waking up?
Questioning the purpose of waking up (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending everything is fine while recognizing the facade (repeated)
Another day without someone to love
Facing another day without the presence of someone to love
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway
Pretending normalcy but feeling like an outcast (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending everything is fine while recognizing the facade (repeated)
Pretending life’s okay, feel like a castaway
Pretending normalcy but feeling like an isolated castaway (repeated)
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