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I chase around all the thoughts
I'm preoccupied with various thoughts
That hold me down
These thoughts restrain or limit me
I'm Busy running circles til' I drown
I'm constantly busy but feel overwhelmed and sinking
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
I consistently dwell on something I wish I didn't
So I can pick myself up off the ground
I desire to lift myself up from a low point
(I'm drowning in my head)
Expressing being overwhelmed mentally
I couldn't wait to find the place I call home
Initially sought a place to belong but now escaping it
But now I'm running away from everything that I found (all the walls that I built)
Running away from discovered situations (walls) causing a sense of confinement
It's not the same, I'll pass the blame
Avoiding responsibility by blaming others
To get away from the guilt
Trying to escape from feeling guilty
It's Temporary please forgive me
Requesting forgiveness, acknowledging it's a passing phase
It's just part of my growth
Viewing the situation as part of personal development
I'm wasting away
Feeling like wasting away or deteriorating
While I'm stuck in yesterday
Feeling stuck dwelling on past events
I thought I had it all
Initially felt complete, but now facing uncertainty
(But)I'm finding so much uncertainty
Realizing inner doubts and fears building up
Built up inside of me
Believing a downfall is necessary to address personal flaws
I thought I had to fall
Thought it was necessary to fail to fix personal issues
To fill the holes I always dig myself within
Repeatedly creating problems for oneself
I always think about it
Continuously dwelling on the issue
I've been here too many times before
Having experienced similar situations frequently
I can't escape, I keep on running in place
Feeling trapped in a cycle, unable to progress
I swear I always hear (push) (scream) the message but the point's never made
Receiving a message but failing to comprehend its significance
I'm overzealous, I could careless
Being excessively enthusiastic or passionate, disregarding consequences
Maybe that's a mistake
Considering that excessive enthusiasm might be a mistake
But I don't think about the consequences after the play (I put at stake)
Not considering the repercussions of actions taken
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