Going Through This Again
Navigating the Abyss of Solitude: Ben Allen Curry's Emotional Journey
Lyrics
Most days I wake up
Expressing the routine of waking up on most days.
Just to find myself alone
Feeling a sense of loneliness upon waking up.
An empty house and empty bed
Describing the emptiness of both the house and bed.
No calls on my telephone
Highlighting the absence of phone calls.
Bittersweet addiction
Referring to a bittersweet addiction that has had a significant impact.
Has damn sure taken its toll
Indicating that the addiction has taken a toll on the person.
I can't quit I'm into deep
Expressing difficulty in quitting the addiction.
Hell I'll just write a song
Suggesting the coping mechanism of writing a song.
But these
Introducing the difficulty in expressing emotions through written words.
Written words just seem a mess
Describing the written words as messy and unclear.
So I'll just
Choosing to use a cigarette to deal with emotions.
Light em up with my cigarette
Considering sending the remaining emotions to someone else.
Or I could
Expressing hope for a positive outcome while acknowledging uncertainty.
Send what's left to your address
Emphasizing the difficulty in communication and understanding.
Cross my fingers hope for the best
Expressing a wish for a positive resolution while dealing with uncertainty.
What you don't understand
Stating that others may not comprehend the personal struggle.
I ain't going through this again.
Declaring a refusal to go through a similar experience again.
Today I woke up
Describing waking up from a dream that encompassed everything.
From a dream where I've seen it all
Expressing a pursuit of numbers and a cluttered mind.
I'm chasing numbers
Continuing to chase goals or aspirations.
My brain is cluttered
Indicating mental confusion and difficulty recalling specific details.
Your cell I can't recall
Referring to the inability to remember a person's contact information.
So I'll try to write you
Attempting to communicate despite being in a state of drowsiness.
But I'm nodding in and out at best
Struggling to compose a coherent message due to drowsiness.
Misspelled words a couple dotted lines
Noting errors in the written message and a loss of self-respect.
Hell I've lost all self-respect.
Expressing a sense of personal degradation.
And these
Written words just seem a mess
Reiterating the difficulty in expressing emotions through written words.
So I'll just
Returning to the coping mechanism of using a cigarette.
Light em up with my cigarette
Considering sending the remaining emotions to someone else.
Or I could
Emphasizing the challenge of effective communication.
Send what's left to your address
Expressing hope for a positive outcome while dealing with uncertainty.
Cross my fingers hope for the best
Repeating the wish for a positive resolution despite challenges.
What you don't understand
Reiterating that others may not comprehend the personal struggle.
I ain't going through this again.
Reaffirming the refusal to go through a similar experience again.
Again
Expressing the determination to avoid a repeated experience.
Most days I wake up
Reflecting on the recurrence of waking up alone.
Just to find myself alone
Reiterating the sense of solitude upon waking up.
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