Lyrics
I'm finally alone with myself
I find solitude with my own thoughts and emotions.
but I just want to call you on the cell (call you on the cell)
Despite being alone, I have the urge to reach out to you via phone.
I'm sorry, I know you're in pain
I acknowledge your pain and express regret.
But I just called to say you're not the only one that feels that way.
Calling to convey that others share similar feelings of distress.
I hate the way that I feel inside
I dislike the emotions I experience internally.
When I saw myself, I tried to run and hide
Seeing my own reflection makes me want to avoid and conceal myself.
I don't wanna be alone with the other half of me inside
I don't want to confront the hidden aspects of myself.
I'm too tired to fight.
I feel too weary to engage in a struggle or conflict.
All of me, the memories, the good and bad are me.
All aspects of my past, both positive and negative, define who I am.
I tried to hide half myself inside
I attempted to conceal a part of myself internally.
I told myself that I'm not the man that you see.
I convinced myself that the person you perceive is not truly me.
But one day I just opened up my eyes.
Eventually, I gained insight and self-awareness.
Good or bad, why can't we just be the memories you have?
Accepting that both positive and negative memories shape us.
You think we're the reason that you've never had any chance of healing but we're just the past.
We are not solely responsible for preventing your healing.
Letting go of all the guilt is how we're gonna survive,
Releasing guilt is crucial for our survival.
But I'm scared of who I'll be and I'm afraid that I can't hide that.
I fear the person I might become and worry about hiding that.
I hate the way that I feel inside
I dislike the emotions I experience internally.
When I saw myself, I tried to run and hide
Seeing my own reflection makes me want to avoid and conceal myself.
I don't wanna be alone with the other half of me inside
I don't want to confront the hidden aspects of myself.
I'm too tired to fight.
I feel too weary to engage in a struggle or conflict.
All of me, the memories, the good and bad are me.
All aspects of my past, both positive and negative, define who I am.
I tried to hide half myself inside
I attempted to conceal a part of myself internally.
I told myself that I'm not the man that you see.
I convinced myself that the person you perceive is not truly me.
But one day I just opened up my eyes.
Eventually, I gained insight and self-awareness.
Why can't I love me
Questioning why self-love is challenging.
The good the bad and the ugly
Accepting all aspects of oneself, including the negatives.
You can't love me for me
Realizing that others cannot fully love me; self-love is essential.
I gotta love myself fully
A commitment to love oneself entirely.
Why can't I love me (love me, love me)
Questioning why self-love is challenging.
The good the bad and the ugly (love me, love me)
Accepting all aspects of oneself, including the negatives.
You can't love me for me
Realizing that others cannot fully love me; self-love is essential.
I gotta love myself fully
A commitment to love oneself entirely.
All of me, the memories, the good and bad are me.
All aspects of my past, both positive and negative, define who I am.
I tried to hide half myself inside
I attempted to conceal a part of myself internally.
I told myself that I'm not the man that you see.
I convinced myself that the person you perceive is not truly me.
But one day I just opened up my eyes.
Eventually, I gained insight and self-awareness.
All of me, the memories, the good and bad are me.
All aspects of my past, both positive and negative, define who I am.
I tried to hide half myself inside
I attempted to conceal a part of myself internally.
I told myself that I'm not the man that you see.
I convinced myself that the person you perceive is not truly me.
But one day I just opened up my eyes.
Eventually, I gained insight and self-awareness.
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