Lyrics
Wonder...why I feel so devoid
Reflecting on a sense of emptiness or lack of fulfillment
I wonder...is it because I avoid
Considering whether avoidance contributes to the feeling
I wonder, why I, feel empty within
Questioning the internal emptiness
Try to fill the void but can't seem to win
Struggling to overcome the void despite efforts
I wonder, why I, feel no relief
Contemplating the absence of relief
Is it 'cause trauma stole pieces of me?
Suggesting trauma as a potential cause for personal fragmentation
But I'm still me
Affirmation of self-identity despite challenges
I'm still standing
Asserting resilience and endurance
Won't give an inch, been through too much shit
Refusing to give in due to past hardships
To give up now, I won't quit
Determination to persist and not give up
Ride my wave, yuh
Expressing a desire to navigate life's challenges
I just wanna wave away, the bullshit
Expressing a wish to overcome difficulties
I ain't trynna teach you nothing, yuh
Declining the role of a teacher in personal matters
I ain't here for no discussion, uhhuh
Declaring a lack of interest in certain discussions
I just wanna ride my wave, yuh
Reiterating the desire to navigate challenges
I just wanna wave away, the bullshit
Expressing a wish to overcome difficulties (repeated)
I ain't trynna teach you nothing, yuh
Declining the role of a teacher in personal matters (repeated)
I ain't here for no discussion, uhhuh
Declaring a lack of interest in certain discussions (repeated)
I wonder, why healing has to be strange
Questioning the unconventional nature of healing
Feeling the joy and still feel the pain
Experiencing both joy and pain simultaneously
I wonder, why I, feel all this love
Acknowledging the presence of love
And still feel like I'm not worthy of
Feeling unworthy despite experiencing love
Sorry, was that too much
Apologizing for potential discomfort caused by openness
I'm sorry, have you had enough
Expressing concern about overwhelming the listener
Vulnerabilities bubbling up
Discussing the emergence of vulnerabilities
Insecurities can be so abrupt
Highlighting the sudden and impactful nature of insecurities
I'm still me
Affirmation of self-identity despite vulnerabilities
I'm still standing
Reiterating resilience and endurance (repeated)
Won't give an inch, been through too much shit
Refusing to give in due to past hardships (repeated)
To give up now, I won't quit
Determination to persist and not give up (repeated)
Ride my wave, yuh
Expressing a desire to navigate life's challenges (repeated)
I just wanna wave away, the bullshit
Expressing a wish to overcome difficulties (repeated)
I ain't trynna teach you nothing, yuh
Declining the role of a teacher in personal matters (repeated)
I ain't here for no discussion, uhhuh
Declaring a lack of interest in certain discussions (repeated)
I just wanna ride my wave, yuh
Reiterating the desire to navigate challenges (repeated)
I just wanna wave away, the bullshit
Expressing a wish to overcome difficulties (repeated)
I ain't trynna teach you nothing, yuh
Declining the role of a teacher in personal matters (repeated)
I ain't here for no discussion, uhhuh
Declaring a lack of interest in certain discussions (repeated)
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