Lyrics
Is it a slutphase
Contemplating whether the current phase is characterized as a period of promiscuity or a temporary solution.
Or is it a bandaid
Considering if the current situation is a quick fix or a superficial remedy for deeper issues.
Do I like this outfit?
Questioning personal style choices and their motivations.
Is it for the male gaze?
Wondering if the chosen outfit is to attract male attention.
Wait what am I doing? It's 3 on a Wednesday
Reflecting on actions at 3 AM on a Wednesday and feeling a sense of confusion.
And I swear I just hardly recognize myself
Expressing a lack of self-recognition, possibly due to personal changes or experiences.
Is it a distraction?
Considering whether certain behaviors serve as a distraction from deeper issues.
Is it paranoia?
Questioning if there is an underlying sense of paranoia influencing actions.
Should I say sorry to my new employer?
Contemplating the need to apologize to a new employer, suggesting potential regrets or conflicts.
I miss the old me
Expressing a longing for the person the speaker used to be.
I kinda destroyed her
Acknowledging self-destructive behavior that led to the alteration of the speaker's identity.
And now I just hardly recognize myself
Reiterating a sense of self-discovery and unfamiliarity.
As if I'm getting over
Implies a process of moving on or healing.
All of the things that I'm not really over
Admitting unresolved emotions or issues that persist.
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
Feigning emotional recovery while still struggling with underlying problems.
All of the things that I'm not
Continued pretense of overcoming unresolved issues.
I miss you
Expressing a yearning for someone.
Oh my god
Exclaiming surprise or disbelief.
I'm getting good at faking
Developing skill in pretending or putting on a façade.
It's all good for the plot
Suggesting that the pretense is for the sake of a narrative or storyline.
But everyone knows that I'm breaking
Acknowledging that others are aware of the speaker's emotional struggles.
I'm breaking I'm saying that I'm
Admitting emotional breakdown despite attempts to appear composed.
Getting over
Repeating the theme of getting over unresolved issues.
All of the things that I'm not really over
Reiterating the ongoing process of moving on.
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
Continued pretense of being truly over unresolved issues.
All of the things that I'm not really over
Persistent struggle with issues despite outward appearances.
One night with Jonah, he paid for my dinner
Recalling specific experiences with individuals named Jonah.
Went dancing with Jacob, thought he was a winner
Describing a dance experience with someone named Jacob.
Jackson was sweet but I'm still kinda bitter
Remembering a sweet encounter with someone named Jackson but still feeling bitterness.
And most nights I hardly recognize myself
Expressing a frequent lack of self-recognition, possibly due to diverse experiences.
But I just keep telling myself
Encouraging self-affirmation or positive self-talk.
Everybody needs a slutphase while they're young and hot
Advocating for a phase of experimentation and exploration while young.
I miss you
Reiterating a yearning for someone.
Oh my god
Expressing surprise or disbelief.
I'm getting good at faking
Continued development of skill in pretending or putting on a façade.
It's all good for the plot
Suggesting that the pretense is for the sake of a narrative or storyline.
But everyone knows that I'm breaking
Acknowledging that others are aware of the speaker's emotional struggles.
I'm breaking I'm saying that I'm
Admitting emotional breakdown despite attempts to appear composed.
Getting over
Repeating the theme of getting over unresolved issues.
All of the things that I'm not really over
Reiterating the ongoing process of moving on.
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
Continued pretense of being truly over unresolved issues.
All of the things that I'm not really over
Persistent struggle with issues despite outward appearances.
Everybody needs a slutphase while they're young and hot
Advocating for a phase of experimentation and exploration while young.
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