I Never Thought I'd Break
Unraveling Heartbreak: The Unexpected Emotions in 'I Never Thought I'd Break'
Lyrics
I held up pretty well
I managed quite well
The first few days I even tried to dying
Initially, I even attempted to distract myself from the pain of losing you
To get my mind off you
Trying to divert my thoughts away from you
Friends said I look like hell
People said I looked terrible
They said they snapped like that
Others suggested that they would react similarly if they were in my situation
If they'd been through
If they experienced what I did
What I'd been through
The same hardships and heartache as I did
They'd simply fall apart
They would simply fall apart emotionally
Well, I am about to start
Now, I'm on the verge of falling apart myself
I never thought I'd break
I never expected to emotionally collapse
I thought I could hang on till all the hurt
I believed I could endure until the pain subsided
Had all run out
Until all the emotional pain disappeared
And I'd be fine
And then I'd be okay
I guess I am not that kind
But apparently, I'm not that resilient
Not the kind to fall apart
I'm not someone who falls apart easily
When lovers go away until today
When relationships end
It finally hit me, you're gone
It finally struck me that you're no longer here
And now I am barely hangin' on
And now, I'm barely holding on
I never thought I'd break
I never anticipated reaching this emotional breaking point
I never thought you'd make me miss your face
I never expected to long for your presence
And make me ache to hear your voice
And to yearn for the sound of your voice
But now I have no choice
But now, I have no other option
I've always had the answer
I always had solutions or answers
You were my one mistake
You were the mistake I made
Until the day we broke up
Until the day we ended the relationship
I never thought I'd break
I never thought I'd emotionally shatter
I never thought I'd break
I never anticipated this emotional breakdown
I never thought you'd make me miss your face
I never expected to miss you so much
And make me ache to hear your voice
And to ache for the sound of your voice
But now I have no choice
But now, I'm left with no other choice
I've always had the answers
I always had solutions or answers
You were my one mistake
You were my significant mistake
Until the day I woke up
Until the day I realized
I thought I'd do what I could judge
I thought I could judge or decide
Until that day we broke up
Until the day our relationship ended
I never thought I'd break
I never anticipated my emotional breakdown
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