Couldn't Keep it
Lost Echoes of Love: Grace Promsuree's Melancholic Journey
Lyrics
Every day it's like raining
Expressing a sense of constant emotional turmoil, likening it to the repetitiveness of rain.
I swear I can almost taste it acid teardrops on my face yeah sour goodbyes
Describing the emotional pain with vivid imagery, emphasizing the bitterness of goodbyes.
Silent nights where I cry and be quiet about it
Highlighting moments of silent suffering and the need to keep emotional struggles hidden.
Share a bed with my sister can't keep nothing from her
Revealing a close bond with a sister, someone trusted with personal matters.
You're only a whisper where my lips hurt cause they're tired of saying your name
Expressing the weariness of repeatedly uttering a painful name, suggesting emotional fatigue.
I want it back my sanity
Yearning for a return to mental stability, a desire to reclaim lost sanity.
Miss it so bad priorities
Expressing the deep longing for a past life with different priorities.
I'm making plans with my friends, a hundred different distractions
Using social plans as a distraction from emotional pain, seeking variety in activities.
Took up walking to quiet the voice in my head
Walking as a coping mechanism to silence the inner turmoil and intrusive thoughts.
What we had was something borrowed, I couldn't keep it
Acknowledging the transient nature of a past relationship, unable to retain what was borrowed.
You're like a book I never finished reading
Comparing the person to an unfinished book, implying incomplete understanding.
How do I put you back on the shelf and begin again
Pondering how to move forward after the relationship's end, using the metaphor of putting a book back on the shelf.
Maybe I shouldn't have skipped to the ending
Regretting skipping to the end of the relationship, possibly leading to negative consequences.
Maybe then I wouldn't have jinxed it, go against my every instinct
Reflecting on going against instincts, hinting at self-sabotage in the relationship.
Can't deny this sinking feeling that you've moved on and I can't turn it off
Expressing the realization that the person has moved on, causing an inescapable feeling of sadness.
I want it back my sanity
Reiterating the desire to regain lost mental stability.
Miss it so bad priorities
Emphasizing the intensity of missing a past life with different priorities.
I'm making plans with my friends, a hundred different distractions
Continuing to engage in various distractions to cope with emotional pain.
Took up walking to quiet the voice in my head
Continuing the theme of using walking as a means to silence internal struggles.
I have a habit of flinching every time my phone rings
Revealing a reflexive fear or anxiety associated with receiving phone calls.
Hoping it'd be you coming back explaining everything, but it's never you, it's never you
Hoping for the return of the person, but facing disappointment with each call.
So I coddle myself, fill in all the blanks
Engaging in self-comfort and introspection, attempting to understand the reasons for the breakup.
Was it something I said? Should I turn the page? Was it something I
Pondering whether personal actions or choices contributed to the relationship's end.
I want it back my sanity
Reiterating the desire to regain lost mental stability.
Miss it so bad priorities
Re-emphasizing the intense feeling of missing a past life with different priorities.
I'm making plans with my friends, a hundred different distractions
Continuing to use social plans as a way to divert attention from emotional pain.
Took up walking to quiet the voice in my head
Repeating the use of walking as a strategy to quiet the internal turmoil.
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