All My Time
Unveiling Heartbreak: Beth Hardaker's Tale of Love and Liberation
Lyrics
All my love on a boy
All my love is devoted to a boy
Who didn't know the meaning of the word
Who lacked an understanding of the word's meaning
All my time spent on him
All my time was invested in him
Just so he could find another girl
Only for him to seek another girl
And my breathe wasted
My efforts and emotions were in vain
On ranting to my friends
Spent futilely complaining to my friends
Over breakfast over lunch
Discussing the relationship during meals
Even now after the end
Even now, post-breakup, the impact persists
I felt so powerless after you
Feeling powerless after the relationship ended
But why should I have to suffer like a fool
Questioning why one should endure suffering
You drew me in with that smile and your charm
Attracted by his smile and charm
I shoulda listened to those who tried to warn me of your harm
Regret for not heeding warnings about his harm
Walking round day after day
Narrating daily life after the breakup
Looking at how things have changed
Observing how things have changed
I'm not the girl I used to know
Transformation into a different person
I've moved on and I have grown
Moving on and personal growth
To be fair we had some fun
Acknowledging some enjoyable moments
But I can't erase the pain
Unable to forget the pain
Of when you walked out of my life
Recalling the moment he left without explanation
Without a single word to say
Left without a single word
I can't be friends with who I want to anymore
Difficulty in maintaining certain friendships
Cos if you see me hanging out
Avoiding interaction due to potential negative reactions
Then you walk straight out the door
Consequences of being seen with someone new
I cannot see how this can be my fault
Denial of personal fault in the situation
When you're the one who's dragging this on
Attributing the prolongation of the issue to the ex-partner
I know this boy who doesn't have
Describing a person with a limited understanding of the world
A single grasp on the world
Portraying a facade of strength and bravery
Someone strong someone brave
Appearance contradicts the inner reality
But only just for show
Expressing the hope that he may experience uncontrollable love
Maybe one day you'll love someone
Anticipation of being left alone for now
Who you just can't control
Acceptance of the current situation
But for now I'm left alone
Assuming a new role without resentment
To take on this role
Expressing understanding and lack of blame
And it's okay and I don't hold any blame
Despite no blame, hoping for mutual feelings
But I can't help hoping that you'll feel this way
Struggling to explain the emotional turmoil
Not being able to explain what's going on
Temporary reliance on a facade of strength
But for now you just keep on acting strong
Continuing the act of appearing strong
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